-- JoLiNe --

Almost a year! o.O"

2011-11-05T02:04:00.000-07:00

Time flies. The last post was during d start of the year and now I'm posting a new one at almost d end of the year. And It's also 1 week before SPM!
WooOoOooooOoooOOOOooo~~ ==" Definitely not prepared!

The main reason why I'm blogging again is because I had problems with my mom AGAIN!
Throughout this whole year, my mom n I have been getting into alot of fights, and I mean A LOT.
There was once that we fought till the extend of not talking to her for almost 1 week?
We fought again today but for stupid reasons that she had to make a big deal out of it. =="
Sometimes I really wonder why I have such a mom.
When she's good, she can be good but not very. When she's bad, she very very very x100000 bad.

Today, it was all because of washing up dishes and she got all fired up. I have no idea what's going on inside that mentally insane head of hers.
She scolded my lil bro first and made him so damn pissed.
I <3 what my bro said to her. " I'm not your servant."
Well said bro! ^^ although I told her that before too.
But she will come back with this sentence " Well I'm not ur servant too."
Well, excuse me, we don't treat you like a servant. We just asks you for help because your ON YOUR WAY.
But for her, everytime we're doing something, she will asks us to do something else for her when she can do it herself.
Now who's treating who like a servant?

My mom asked me to bring the plates and cups in, I told her later because she wants ME to wash it; but my bro was still washing his stuff.
My bro was already pissed so I didn't want to trouble him to wash more.
But I don't know what was wrong with my mom's head, she wants everyone to do everything in an instance. Fuck woman! We not superman. =="
Btw, I was clipping my nails that time.

Then I just got so fed up of her nagging n scolding, I took d stuff to the back n my lil' bro washed it.
When I went back to the front, I was hoping she would have shut her mouth, but NOOOO~~~ as always, she continues to nag n scold n nag n scold n nag nag nag nag...
Then she said this " Every time you guys leave plates n cups on the table, who you expect to wash? "
I replied " I wash mine every time."
With this one sentence, she totally turn it 180 degree in her head.
She started hitting me and pinching me. Her nails were long, so she left a horrible scare on my thigh.
She thought that I meant I'll ONLY WASH MY STUFF.
but in reality, I meant ' I wash my dishes everytime I'm done with it. '
I tried to explain it to her, but as usual, I teared up cuz I just can't take being faulted.

Whenever I start getting teary, my head just goes blank, so I couldn't explain properly to her.
Then she says this like probably a million times
" Wash whatever you see there too, not only yours! "
I think she knew she had me wrong. BUT~~~~ Like the sore loser she is, she will NEVER ADMIT that she's wrong.
As long as I can remember, there was never once that she apologized to anyone.
I'm serious, NO ONE!
When ever she's playing n she injured someone (mostly me n my lil bro) she never apologize.
She'll just add sentence like " Who asked you to move? Its * not my fault* "
Yea... nothing is ever your fault. You are always right.

I've tried so hard to please her.
But sometimes she just really makes me wanna hit her.
She's still my mom so I can't really do so.
BUT DAMIT!! I WANNA HIT HER SO BADLY SOMETIMES!
especially when she couldn't keep her mouth shut.

gtg for tuition now.
YEY! gonna stay at bf's place tonight~~ whee~~
Gotta get away from that woman =="

Joline
5.11.11 - 5.36 P.m

2011, My wishes, my hopes , my words

2011-01-06T02:41:00.000-08:00

It's already 2011!! It's SPM year!!!
But.. im not gonna let that take away my fun.
I do wish I could study better. lolx
been great with my boy, but not with my family.. T.T
I've used a ton of money since last year.
My party n my trip to taiwan.
This year, Im gonna spend more =="
tuitions, dance classes n more tuition..
I feel very very bad though..
but i am gonna repay my parents when im older.

Now,
My wishes
1.To study better
2. getting better results
3. Being able to pay my parents d money
4. Longer time to study =="
5. Knowing wad to study after f5
6. Being smarter
7. to be richer

My hopes
1. All A's for SPM!!!
2. Being better in my relationship
3. Getting a fitter body. XD
4. To be a better person
5. Enjoy life more
6. Choose the correct subjects to study by d end of this year
7. Dance more

Will post more if i think of more
but for now.. thats all ^^

Joline
6.1.11 - 6.52 p.m

Thursday n Friday

2010-11-05T08:08:00.000-07:00

nothing was on much these 2 days.

Thrusday 4.11.10
Slept the whole afternoon at home.
Went to port klang for dinner.
It was my 4th aunts bday.
My dinner was at 9++ p.m
awesome right? like im not fat enuff d =="
called my dear n this time.. had a nice chat.
I was at the sea side cuz its a seafood restaurant.
Enjoying the breeze while enjoying a convo with my dear..
He made me happy today though.
No fights. ^^
We left about 1 ++ a.m
but later we went to a mamak shop in mutiara damansara, uncles place
we sat n had tea there until it was 2++a.m
I was sooo freaking tired!
Went home n knocked out straight away.

Friday 5.11.10
Deepavali!
I was woken up by the drilling of the neighbor again! =="
I hate it when that happens.
It was only like.. 10 am? so freaking early for a holiday!
Den went to my indian neighbor's place for brunch.
Had delicious indian foods.. XD
Later at 3, I went to my dad's friends place for deepavali visiting AGAIN.
n yeah.. I ate summore...
Damn! the tosei was delicious! XD
Walked with my baby Leo at 2pm + and another time at 5.30p.m
I was suppose to go for another visiting at night,
but.. i skipped cuz i was still full from d brunch n "LEA?" ( Lunch + Tea ) lol
When my fam got back,
My brothers n 2nd bro's gf n me,
we went to desa park city to take Leo for a walk..
Very unlucky day.. My slippers spoiled halfway...
It was soooo embarrasing~
but.. in d end I went to the car to wear my bro's slipper...
Seems like Leo worked out alot today.
He should be very very very tired..
Well... he is really un-fit
after every run he comes home n goes down right away.
Everyone that sees him will go like
" aww, so cute." ; "so small!" ; " Hello!" ;
" Is that a dog or a cat? "
n d funniest one i heard today
a guy was telling his daughter on a motorbike
" That's a cat la.. Is a cat."
WAHAHAHAHA!!!! It was so hard to control my laughter...

well I guess thats all for these 2 days,
told ja' nothing much for these 2 days..
till here..
too tired d..
toodles~

ps: I MISS HIM SOOOO MUCH!!!! ; counting down d days to his coming bak day..
3 more days!!!!

Joline
5.11.10 - 11.26p.m

tuesday n wednesday

2010-11-03T18:44:00.000-07:00

I missed a post for these two days cuz i was too busy

Tuesday 2.11.10
Chinese exam going on in school, but luckily i dont take chinese XD
so i was playing volleyball and had port luck .
It was so freaking tiring after volleyball but I had to rush back home with jean n crystal to get ready to go 1u
We went to catch a bus at jln ara bus stop...
we waited like 30 or 40 minutes the bus only appeared.
Stupid buses!

We stayed at 1u until 10 pm.
imagine how painful our legs were.
and d worst thing is.. I was having my fuckin period! =="
we went around searching for jobs n stuff to complete our costume for jazz's party.
My mood was actually down in 1u,
I had no idea why.
Until my dear called... it freaking shocked me
It was such a surprise it increased my happiness lvl all the way to 100%
I guess thats about all on this day.

Wednesday 3.11.10
The official last day of exam.
Cyrstal, Jean n me went back to my house after school
cuz we need to prepare for jazz's party at night
we try make ups when we got home
den, we cooked the stuffs for d party
after cooking we went to bath n had our make ups done
we went to jazz's party at about 6.40p.m?

We reached there everyone was staring at us some kind..
it was cool tough..
I EVEN GOT A COMMENT FROM A LITTLE GIRL!
she said: "can i ask u something? that's a very nice n cute dress."
WOW!!!! AWESOME!!!!!!!
It was more like a statement then a question, but anyway, not the point.
she complimented me!! i felt soooo happy!

We had dinner, we had chats, we had dancing
Had a great chat with shaun n han shen.
It's been so long since i last chatted with them.
It was really fun.
They always make me laugh.. ^^

but later that night,
around 10 something..
things started to change.
I shouldn have called him..
I regretted so much!
damn! I feel so embarrassed.
I cried at a party. WTF?!
but luckily there were left only my close friends.

Why does guys always hav to make girls cry?
Do u know how much it hurts?
Its like getting stab in the heart FOR MANY TIMES!

He's in Shang Hai.
As if im not worried enough..
I mean he's a type of guy who doesn't know he's limits.
Chat to any girl he finds pretty, gets their phone number?
helloo!!! girlfriend here!
Don't u rmb me?
But Im not here to accuse him that he did that in Shang Hai.
I hope not.
But I told him not to look at girls before he went and everytime I called I remind him
I told him this not to really ban him from looking at girls
I mean, I look at guys too. so..
I was just testing he's loyalty n he's faithfulness.
[ N when u look at girls, u're not suppose to tell ur gf u dumb ass! at least not when that girl is sittin there for dinner. u can tell after!
I look at guys n i never told it right infront of u.
especially not when d person is sitting right infront having dinner with us. ==" ]

Last night was the last straw.
I asked if he looked at girls,
he didn't answer, he just laughed.
Not only that, he said he'll talk about this when he get back.
WTF MUCH?!
If ur gf/bf told u this, what would u think?
probably he/she have something to hide right?

we haven't met for 3 days, n he did not even ask how i am over here.
He said he cared. yes I felt he cared when he scolded me bcz i went bak late from 1u n also stayed late at jazz's party.
but not even a how are you? are u having fun? doing ok there?
Everytime he called, its just to ask a favor from me to tell his sis this n that.
Don't you wanna talk to me?!
I asked him to chat with me, he said he didn't want to at first because it was expensive.
but I got angry then only he wanna chat with me.
N he did not say he wanted to willingly, he sounds pissed when he said he will chat.
I'm calling a china number, how can the money there be deducted?
isn't it suppose to be deducted from mine more?
even so,
1 min is maybe rm2?
but I called, and its not even 1 minute yet, cant we talk a lil more?
Isn't that more of a waste of money?
Im sorry if I spoiled ur mood over there.
I know im sort of a drama queen n I'm how u say "small gassed"
but Im like this bcuz i care n i want u to care.

U always say u love me, but u don't show
what's the use?
This is why I don't fall for the sweet talks, n why I never trust guys!
You know... I almost wanted to break up last night.
ALMOST! U were soooo close from touching d border line. like 0.1mm close.
But I can't cuz I don't know the truth of what u did there yet.
N I loved u too much to let u go.
I don't want to get hurt anymore ok?!
I have suffered enough from my ex bf n now you??
Pls don't let me live my life soo miserably.

You have changed so much for me,
You stopped smoking, stop hanging out with ur friends, stopped going to clubs
n a lil bit of ur manners.
why cant u use ur common sense?
Think of what to say before you say things.
N how you treat me? to tell you the truth.
sometimes I feel like i'm being used by you.

I've tolerated all these feelings for soo long
n i've said it all.
I want you to know how I feel, but i jz couldn't talk abt it in person
So.. i'm not hiding any secrets from you now.
Hope you're not too..
but I still do love you.
If u continue these unfaithful n in-loyal actions, I might not tolerate it anymore.
n it will be d end of our relationship.

Joline
4.11.10 - 10.47 a.m

Suppose-to-be happy day

2010-11-01T01:16:00.000-07:00

1.11.10
Today is the last day of our f4's final exam.
Also, its my 5th month together with him..
I'm suppose to be happy, but sadly i'm not.

My boi departed to shang hai this morning at 8.10 am.
It's not even a day yet, and i'm already missing him like crazy.
Wonder how i could survive this week...
I miss his voice everytime he call
12.30 p.m
3.oo p.m
6.30 p.m
and later at night.
the times he usually call... I won't get for a week.
I felt so wierd n lonely somehow
when it's 3pm..
I would always wait for his phone call at this hour.
but today, n probably for this whole week, i'm not getting it..

Im really hopin he's missing me as much as I miss him.
but also having a great time there but not by looking at girls ==" (*lol* jealousy*)
I really wish I could go.. but my parents just don't trust us together.. "oh well.."

Everytime I see our pup..
All that's in my head is him..
Wondering what he's doing, what he's thinking n can't wait to see him soon again..
"oh gee , oh my"
This is d first time I'm missing someone soooo badly!

Alil bit of my day (jz incase my darling wants 2 know)
got a morning call from u n was sad because knowing that you're gonna leave soon.
called again n again n finally before i reach school, the last call.
In school, i wanted to msg u. but I had assembly
When I came up and saw ur msg, it was already 8.15 or 8.30
you have already left.
I cried a lil , i quickly replied u hoping u would get d msg.
I am really missing you...
I almost cried a few times in school..
n I cried awhile at home.
Oh! I stayed back awhile with Jean n Crystal n Kah Wei to talk about some stuff.

I got home, d first thing I did was ran up to my room to check my other phone if there was any msgs.
but sadly there weren't. A drop of tear came falling down on my cheeks, thinking that u have forgotten me.
But how silly of me.
When I got a call from u later. I sprung out of my chair.
I quickly ran up to call u back
When u picked up, I was sooooo happy to hear your voice.
N to know that u landed safely, I was even happier.

N after that I just continued watching movie n missing u of course..
n now I'm writing this blog.
so.. this is about it for now..
Anything happens at night will be blogged tmr. ^^

Hope he's safe n happy there..
n not doing wad he's not suppose to do.
I miss him like mad ahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Joline
1.11.10 - 4.40 p.m

alil of everything

2010-10-10T18:56:00.000-07:00

Had my bday party early this year..
Held it last saturday (9.10.10)

It was awesome to have a party!
but.. it was also very very tiring...
I saw a helpful side of him tat night..
how good he was...
but... he was drunk.. so...

He did lie to me again that night..
was sad... still alil now..
but... gotta forgive n forget..
hopefully he wont do it again la.. Though I told him alot of times n he promised thousands of times.
Come to think of it.. he do break quite alot of promises.
i seriously cant take it if he continues to do that...
drinking is ok...
but not so much n so late at night..
smoke once in awhile.. i dun really mind
but more than 1 a day.. Im already starting to mind.
What else to say if you take even more than 1?

I seriously dun like his group of friends..
why are guys always like that?
they tend to think smoking is cool?
smoking releases stress??
drinking till 4am/later or clubbing is fun??
I say all these are bullshit!
I really want to say F**K U ALL who thinks like this...
BUT unfortunately... I Cant.. cz my bf is one.. sad case

smoking shortens ur life.
it does not release stress.. it might, mayb jz for a moment..
but d stress still wont go away will it?
and if u continue smoking, ur stress becomes bigger n harder to solve
when u get admitted to the hospital, u nid to pay d bills.
You would wonder if u would live or die..
You would also wonder if u could see ur love ones again.
isnt that more stressful?

How abt drinking too much? Worst if it's till the late nights.
You get drunk n might do wrong stuff.. Get beaten up, Lose ur pride, n what else? maybe.. DIE?
if till late night... u might be caught by the policeman,but this is not a big deal.
WHAT IF U GET INTO AN ACCIDENT ?! n can never see the world again.

WHY CAN'T YOU GUYS USE UR BRAINS N COMMON SENSE MORE?!

Some would say nothing can happen..they wont get drunk n will be very careful.
HEY! DUDE! WAKE UP! CAN U ARRANGE AN ACCIDENT?!
n u wont know if ur drunk or not!
even if u are careful.. OTHERS MIGHT NOT BE!

Why cant u guys take care of urself more??
If u wanna die early..
WHY NOT JUST JUMP OFF A CLIFF?!
At least that way u wont put other ppl in danger..
n u will be doing this world AND ME a favor!!!

Do u think other ppl dun have stress?
EVERYONE HAVE! EVEN ME! but do u see me smoking??
I don't wanna waste my life like that...
Cuz that is just stupid!!!
I wanna enjoy my life healthily with proper fun n happiness.
Travel the world with my love ones.
Be disease free!

Don't u guys listen to the news?
Or those awareness campaign?
I DON'T, BUT I STILL KNOW WHAT NOT TO DO!

Im not only saying abt guys.. some girls are like this too..
those stupid ones..

I have alot to say, but can't really think of it now...
I will post it when i thought of it..
I really hope u will change.. not only for me, but urself.
You may think Im annoying asking u to change n all..
I know I should like the way u are..
But.. its because I care too much about u..
If u meant nothing to me.. I wouldn't even care!
Die if u want.. its none of my business...
But ur not.. ur everything to me...
so i couldn't just let u go n harm urself like that..

Please do understand how i feel...

ps: party pics will be uploaded when i receive them from ANDRE!

Joline
11.10.10 - 10.28 am

Condolence to my dear friend

2010-09-27T01:27:00.000-07:00

May u R.I.P zhi qi..
I will always rmb u..
how I wish i could jz see u again!
I was really hoping to see u at my party...
Pls Qi! wake up! i wanna hear ur voice n laughter again!
WE ALL DO!!!

- Joline -
27.9.10 - 4.30 pm

FUCK THE NEW LAYOUTS!

2010-09-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

To my friends who visits my blog;
as u noticed... my chat box is gone.. T.T
so.. If u guys have anything to say,
or just wants to chat,
just post it in the comments area..

THANKS!!!

Joline
10.9.10 - 10.31 p.m

IMPORTANT!!!!

2010-09-10T03:34:00.000-07:00

MAH FRIENDS!!!
MY BLOG HAD SOME DIFFICULTIES N ALL D LINKS ARE ERASED!
PLS SEND ME UR BLOG LINK SO I COULD RE-LINK U YA!
THANKS!!

Misses you~

2010-09-10T00:52:00.000-07:00

My darling's in Kuantan n Im all so lonely at hme..T.T
really miss him...

kinda addicted to this song

adam lambert is soooo HAWT!!! RAWR!!!

Joline
10.9.10 - 3.55pm

My great memories

2010-08-29T18:54:00.001-07:00

Its been so long, since I last had a post.
I don't know if I rmb hw 2 write this.. XD

My great memories.
From the first time we text each other till today.
We've been through alot.
Good times n bad;
I enjoyed both.

I still remember what we did;
what we ate and what we wore.
It was the first time
I went out with someone before being in a relationship.
Owh how shy was I when ur hand swift by mine.
It was the first that I blushed so much.
You told me jokes and many random stuffs.
I like it how u try not to make that night awkward.
I still remember;
You keep on asking me not to be shy,
be as I am when I'm with you.
We went to Sakae to eat;
you did something that no one in my life had ever done.
That really surprised me..
As the night went by;
things only got better.
You poped a question that I never tought anyone would say to me
at least not face to face.
I was shocked n shy..
Didn know how 2 answer, so I gave u a different type of answer instead.
N from that moment onwards;
we're a couple.

The next memorable moment or should I say night was.
the fourth day we went out.
It was on 10.6.10
We went to Desa Park city to have our dinner.
After that really awkward dinner,
we went to d park to have a walk.
We then sat at a bench,
although I didnt like it when u smoked but
that moment was the best moment ever.
It was like my first kiss, only better.
You pulled me alil n moved in slowly.
As played in the movies;
My heartbeat was raising, fireworks in the air and bells ringing in my ears.
I felt something I never felt before.
Then, it was d first day I went to ur place.
The rest of d story; is a secret XD

On someday~
I met ur parents.
First time meeting my bf's parents.
Few days later, you met my parents.
A thing I never knew that would happen this early.

28.7.10
It was d first time I went out so late
to somewhere so far.
We were at Pj with ur sisters and cousins;
we dranked till 1.30 am++.
I broke my own record for going home late.
I did not even thought that my dad would agree for letting me go home late.
I guess he is starting to trust you more now.
Which im very happy for.

Just yesterday, 29.7.10
was 1 of the most unforgettable day.
We went to see ur uncle's constructing houses.
I felt as though we we're going to have a family n buy 1.
and I actually wanted to have a family with you.
When we got back to ur place,
the time when you were tryin to stop me from talking abt that girl;
ur hand held my back,pulling me towards you;
head slightly tilted;
your eyes became smoky;
lips ready to touch mine;
That just took my breath away.
there was a feeling running inside me that I just couldnt put into words.
It was a wonderful feeling.
and at that moment, my head was just blanked.
All I could see was you right infront of me.
My heart skipped a beat.
Just to let you know,
Im not making these up,
It was what actually happened.
I will never forget this picture.

Despite these moments, there are alot more.
I just could not type it all out..
There are just too many that have happened between us.
Moments like d first time I met ur grandparents,
when we watched our first movie together,
and most importantly, d day we saw our baby n d day we bought him.
And it has only been 2 months.
Imagine how many more events are there waiting for us.

I hope that You and Me
would last an eternity.
Happy times n sad times;
we will go through it together.
Never letting anyone breaking d bond between us.
Dear,I Love You. I really do.. ^^

Our 3rd month anniversary is just 2 days away.
count this as a presant? XD

Joline
30.8.10 - 10.44am

Pics and etc.

2010-06-20T04:35:00.001-07:00

Before uploading pics, I have a lil to say here,
Just read my older post.
and WOW! I just realized, my life changed alot.
Gotten way happier!
Especially my love life, its way wayyyy diff from the previous one.
I suddenly feel, Im really greatful to have him as my bf.
Good guys are seriously hard to find nowadays, but im lucky Im having one right now.. XD
I LOVE YOU!!! XDDDDD
different friends, different bf and different fami ; oh wait, thats still the same.. lolx

Here are the pics
(These are only the few I favor the most, for more, check out my facebook albums. tq)

On d way to westin hotel
picture with dad n lil' bro after buffet lunch
posin' when going to visit d pool
D hotel view under the trees at d pool side
chairs? LOL
I MIZ DIS PLACE!!! T.T

me n mom posin wit d grey girl on d pool side floor

ah~ lazy to move them up d~
fruits after d big lunch

lil bro advertising for westin

oh shit! im getting hungry =="

deserts!!!!!!

mah lunchlolx ==

posin' w/ kl view
more posin'

ahaaaaa~ speechless
was havin a bad hair dayOH! AND HAPPIE FATHERS DAY TO ALL D DADDIES OUT THERE! INCLUDING MY VERY OWN^^ U GUYS ARE D BEST! <3>

tataz~
Joline
20.6.10 - 8.20 p.m

Holidays are over!!!!!!

2010-06-20T03:15:00.000-07:00

OMGOSH!
D HOLIDAYS ARE OVER!

Its been a pretty fun holiday.
except for today - d last day.
I spent the whole day at home watching some shitty videos on youtube, talking on d phone n writing this lame blog..
geezz! I really need to plan my holidays from now on.

Very lazy to get back in the studying mood.
Feels like I have to study for an eternity.
Oh, how I wish to be 20 right now~
Exam results will be coming out tmr and for the first time,
I DON'T WANNA SEE MY RESULTS!!!!
I bet its going to be horrible and I'm so gonna be f**ked by my parents..

My mom's back from her course.
It haven't been even 10 minutes and she has started nagging.
nag nag nag nag nag...
She's been nagging SERIOUSLY ALOT lately.
After changing her job.
She had not been spending time with the family, doing houseworks and she doesnt even cook for us anymore.
She is just bossing us around like we're her workers.
Its wierd, she doesn't boss her workers in office but she bosses us around like we're her office workers. =="
Man! her brain must be all twisted up.

Been going out alot till late nights during the holidays.
Its fun but got busted alot by my parents too.
I love going out late, guess Im those bad late night gals. XD
Oh and its always with him.
I love being with him.
Everytime i see him, it takes away all my troubles and d stressful things in my life.
Guess he is my drug. Cant help but to have more of him. lol
Can't live a day without him.
I knw some people may say, these feelings are just for now.
First few months are always these sweet.
Yeah, I know. But even then, Im glad im feeling this way with him.
He's the best of all my bf's even though he's not perfect.

OH! I tasted cigarette.
and lemme say, IT TASTE FREAKIN' H.O.R.R.I.B.L.E!!!
Its like eating a bug.
Obviously i didn suck d smoke in, just tasted it.

Went to Westin hotel during the hols.
It was beautiful~
ate buffet on d first day. Swam in a beautiful pool.
Didn sleep well though.. lolx

Bought 4 shoes too..
2 shoes in 1 day.. haha~
FIRST TIME EVA!!!! HEHE
it was fweaking fun!

I love the holidays.
but I do miss my friends in school too.
Even though we went out shopping n stuff together during d hols,
we dont get to see each other as often as we do during schooling days.
I really miss annoying them XD

Guess thats it for now.
Will be uploading photo's in d next post~ ( the one right above )

Joline
20.6.10 - 7.02 p.m

Back With XDO!!!!

2010-06-11T02:04:00.000-07:00

XDO I AM BACK!!!
HOOHOOo~~~

Been playing xdo for few days..
and finally got back what I lost, my skills.. XD

Im writing this post for fun cuz xdo on maintenance now.
damn bored!!!
guess d double exp is gone.. T.T
dunno if d sudden dc will destroy my winning ratio.. AIKSZ!

random pics of xdo.. XD
Missin' him already~

Joline
11.6.10 - 5.39 p.m

OO LALA~

2010-06-03T04:35:00.000-07:00

1 More day to FREEDOM!!!!
Teehee..

Tmr is d last day of exam, then its 2 weeks of holiday!! XD
cant wait!
Going to practice volleyball all week long!^^
Anyone wanna join???

I found out 10 random stuff.
Here's the list
1- There are good guys, juz that they are very rare and hard 2 find.
2- Never let the past haunt u.
3- Love is not that blind
4- You do and will choose who u love, bliving in faith is not such a good idea.
6- Guys are great liars
7- Short ppl are all cute? XD
8- My parent, especially my mom is very close minded and have a very 60's thinking
9- Nobody is perfect
10 - Did u notice number 5 is missing?? XD Yes / No. leave a comment or at d chat box.

New pics are on its way..
uploaded but very lazy to post it here..

Counting down d days.. lets jz hope he's better than the others..
He have only 2 o 3 things dats in my 'dislike' list..
But has more on d 'type of guys i want' list... BAHAHAHAHA~!!!

Till here, for now~

Joline
3.6.10 - 7.48 p.m
Peace Out!

YOUTH 10'

2010-05-28T04:28:00.000-07:00

I WANNA GO YOUTH 10' !!!!

but... apparently..
many of my friends are too WORRIED for their exam..
sobs..

OH!
PS: ENGLISH PAPER WAS HARD FOR D FIRST TIME OF MY LIFE!!!!!

Joline
28.5.10 - 7.31 p.m

My first week of May.

2010-05-07T03:07:00.000-07:00

So,Here's how my week was...

Monday
A very f**kin' hot day...
last week was raining and all~den suddenly it wen very very hott
D day we know our Volleyball tournament is not on until after the holidays..
*Yeah!!* means there's more time to train...Hopefully brenda can play better..

Tuesday
My class - 4 Hemah's specs day!actually only d girls I knw wore.. hahaha
cuz.. we only discussed with each other.. XDhere's photos of our geeky looks..
Wednesday
Wore BSMM clothes and didn go for bsmm meeting.. hahaha
instead.. my friends and I went to watch d Volleyball match..
To be honest... it wasnt really wad i had expected..
and of course my friends and I played volleyball alil..
Here's some pics dat i took on dat day...Can u see the steam coming out from d floor?
dat was how hot d weather is...D game that was going on~

Thursday
A fweakin' awesum' day...
There was choir competition..
and alot of strong participants were in it...
Kah Wei's group was 1 of d most impressive one's
5G owned d whole choir with their song...
Then we played Volleyball under the rain..
FWEAKING FUN!!!!
but the raindrops keep drippin in our eyes..
after my friends left...I continue playing with d guys n sum of d f5's
Got to play with "somebody" hehehe
I was shy d whole way~
when i went home.... my clothes stinked like crap!
guess it was acid rain from the junk.. hahaha
Pics of d day~Made this during sivik period... nice? XDChoir of 5G
At sakae sushi for dinner and this is wad i found out.. XD teabags act as a magnet to papers.. lolz ==" look at my "adorable" brother

Friday (today)
Kinda fun too~
went to help pn.shamala with the anugerah thingy
and got free food!!! woohoo~~
but i ate too much.. gonna gain weight again.. =="
haizz...

lookin' at d past f5's.. i feel tat i wanna be like them..
getting awesome results and still look so pretty
especially sue-lynn...

then i went home with a huge headache...
it hurts till now... =="
i went to bathe and slept right when i reached home...

SAT N SUN
i will be attending the BSMM kursus..
den i will get my badge!!! ^^

good luck to me.. teehee~~

tats all fer now...
tataz

Joline
7.5.10 - 6.29 p.m

Jz random picz

2010-04-25T05:38:00.000-07:00

I went "aww" after seeing this..

This was damn funny!! d ball got stuck,den nan fong tried to hit d ball down wit the slippers but it gt stuck up there too =="

A gift from Kah Wei! XDD it says "G-D I LOVE YOU!!!!!" THX SO MUCH BABE!!

Jean n my chemistry project.. XD im still lovin it~~

My youngest bro... cute?? XD

Damn~!

2010-04-24T22:04:00.000-07:00

Exams coming really soon and im addicted to sdo n maple =="
this is really bad!!!

Lost d volleyball tournament, but was a nice experience....
met very pro ppl~!! @@

Livin d single life is awesome!!!
no one to care of n no one to stop me from doing the stuff i like..

Im also findin skul interesting and fun..
Hope to meet more ppl...

This post is jz for fun..
haha..XDDDDD

Joline
25.4.10 - 1.07 p.m

CAMP!

2010-03-18T22:48:00.000-07:00

YOOHOO~~~~ LONG TIME DIDN BLOG~~~~~ XD

Went for BSMM camp from 15.3 - 17.3.
It was awesome.
Kinda torturing but fun... ^^

( Lst night of camp , camp fire , No lights out!!! ) XD

Im cutting short everything.. lolx
been to volleyball practices...
very tiring.. =="
but very fun too...
hopefully we will win in d actual games^^
( VB practice on 18.3.10 )

Been very happy these few days..
it feels great!!! ^^

Cant wait for exam results...
Preparing to fail certain subjects...
aiksz.. XD

i guess thats all for now.. toodles~

- more practice later at 4p.m.. T.T -

19.3.10 - 1.51 p.m
- Jo -

Selena Gomez

2010-03-04T23:31:00.000-08:00

Naturally

awesome song!
d song im currently in to..

Selena Gomez is juz soooo pretty n cute!!!
OMGOSH!
so jealous of her.. XD
wish i could be jz like her... lol

Joline
5.3.10 - 3.37 p.m

Freedom n Fun

2010-02-26T22:15:00.000-08:00

I'm finally free..

" FINDIN' PERFECT BF " is now officially open..

hahahahaha=="

I really love this line

"so what if it hurts me so what if i break down so what if this world just throws me off the edge my feet run out of ground i gotta find my place i wanna hear my sound dont care about other pain infront of me cause im just tryna be happy"

song from Leona Lewis-Happy
had a really awesome day ytd at brenda's house..
played like monkeys..
lolx....
how i wish my life is always like dat.
no sorrows... jz filled wit happiness...

Here are some crazehh pics of ytd
Thats all for now^^

tata~~

27.2.10 - 2.28pm
Joline

PERFECT BF WANTED!

2010-02-09T04:15:00.000-08:00

PERFECT BF WANTED!
I need someone who could understand n always be with me.

Terms and Conditions apply.

1. English Speaking.
2. 175cm and above
3. Age 17-20
4. Doesn't smoke
5. Matured.
6. Kind
7. Caring
8. Romantic & Sweet
9. Loves me as much as I love him.
10. Doesn't care about appearance.
11. Trust worthy
12. HOT
13. RICH (optional) / Average
14. Great smile
15. Beautiful eyes
16. Nice & deep voice.
17. Not a game addict (optional)
18. Takes really good care of me.
19. Always respect me.
20. Listens to me.
21. Stays nearby (optional)
22. Mix blood (optional)
23. Awesome hairstyle
24. Can sing (optional)
25. Never stop msging me unless has smth important
26. Fair (optional)
27. Funny and entertaining.

T & C 1- 11 , 18-20 , 25 and 27 are very important.
Take notice of it.

p.s : We have to be friends for 3mths first before starting a relationship.
The 3 months are to get to know each other well first.

If you have any interest or needs more information,
please contact me at 010-2701425 (recomended) or jolinelim94@hotmail.com

Thank you.
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If you know anyone who meets these T & C, please intro^^
but should not be staying across KL borders.

Thank you again.

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PLAYBOYS ARE STRICTLY NOT ALLOWED!!!

XD
9.2.10 - 8.45 p.m
Joline

Micheal Buble

2010-02-05T00:59:00.000-08:00

Im kinda addicted to this song.
the lyrics are really nice and
it has a really catchy beat.. XD
hope others enjoy it too..

Micheal Buble - Havent met you yet ^^

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
I've Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stop Keeping Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
And Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Know Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Mmmmm ....

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Timing
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

Mmmmm ......

And Somehow I Know That It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It Right
And We'll Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

Mmmm .....

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get Than I Get

Oh You Know It'll All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

5.2.10 - 4.5 p.m
Joline
XD

Its been long~ XD

2010-02-04T01:43:00.000-08:00

Wow!
Sue Teng's party was awesome that night!
first time over nighted at a frens house..
it was so fun..

I had slept with SUE EE! OMG
hahaha

I miss dat day

CNY IS COMING!!!
WOHHOOO!!!!! HEHEHE...
I hope it would be a great CNY this year.. XD

My adidas wing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOPEFULLY I WILL GET IT
PPL HELP ME PRAY!!!!!
HELP!!!!

4.2.10 - 5.47p.m
Joline

Happie burfday sue teng

2010-01-29T05:22:00.000-08:00

Im now at Sue Teng's house with her lessbian sister. XD
The other are now outside playin sumthin...
drinkin wine~
Wine game?? lolx

This blog is mostly said by sue ee
we are less 2gether - said ee ee
dun jealous arr Lih Yin~~ xD -Said sue ee
hahahaha

ALEX ask me to write his name here.. i have no idea why.

so wu liao leh..
i jz found out dat a guy named goh siao ooi like sue ee.. XD
i have totally no idea what to write about now
next blogs will have more foto's
XD

tata for now...
nitez
29.1.10

XD

2010-01-24T10:12:00.000-08:00

teehee

My problem is finally solved.
Although...
I still cant say fully solved
bt d hard 1 is finally over
back to my normal life.

I hope dat things wont get worse or anything
AMITOFO~~~
pls help mie...

Though I und wad he is planning to do..
but.. im not really relaxed abt that plan..
aiksz..

1month is all thats needed...
jz 1 month! I can do it! xD
Ends as soon as possible!

25.1.10 - 2.14 am
Joline

HAHAHAAH~~~~FREEDOM!

2010-01-23T07:04:00.000-08:00

Without caring... I dunno how to continue dis relationship.

HOHOHOO!!
BUT THANKS TO D ARGUEMENT TODAY!
IM BAK TO MY OLD SELF! EMOTIONLESS!!
I LOVE IT BABEH!!
NO SADNESS NO HAPPINESS!
OWH GEE~OH MY~ I FEEL SO GREAT!
AWESOMMMEEE~~

LESS PROBLEM TO CARE ABOUT TOO!!
HALELUJAH~
AMITOFO~~

But I do feel alil happie for this though.. XD

nitez ppl~

Maturity?

2010-01-22T22:49:00.000-08:00

Had a damn arguement 2day..
FUCK!!!

Caring for a person is immature??
so that means not caring is mature?

U call urself mature when u smoke cuz u have 'pressure' ??
I say bull-shit!
Only sum childish immature faggot would smoke cuz of 'PRESSURE'
Wad? there's only 1 person in dis world that has stress n pressure??
hey! I have my own stress n pressure too! do you see ME smoke??
Im not that stupid to waste my own life!

Asking questions is also immature..
wtf?
i ask questions cuz i want to make sure.
I wanna know.
Im just worried..
n u say im immature..

I dun let u smoke cuz i care..
if ur juz one of my frens
See whether I care?
U wanna waste ur own life.. its not my problem
non of my business.
u mean nothing to me...

I will only care for d persons i really love..
but since u dun like it.. I wont anymore!

23.1.10 - 2.54 p.m
Joline

Another day~

2010-01-22T07:07:00.000-08:00

Haiz..
another sad day...
feel like cursing every foul word i know..

Why do I have to go through days n problems like this?
What have I do wrong?
Why shud I suffer?

I have my own problems
but people just seem to add theirs to mine.
ARGH!!! I WANNA DIE!
feel like killing myself!
DAMN!

If only I could ignore all d stress n problems...
I just want to live a happy life.
isnt that possible?
why do ppl have to make my life misarable.
Its alr bad enuff...

No one ever helps me make my problem go away
neither do dey make me happy
Nothing can...
they might make me laugh for a few min.
but d smile n laughter goes aways after a min.
Why cant ppl help mi make my problems go away rather than making my happiness go.
FUCKKKK.!!!!

Everytime I try to be nice.
Tried to be calm.
Tried to forget.
Bt then another problem comes...
shiiittt~~~

22.1.10 - 11.10
Joline

Lol =="

2010-01-20T23:49:00.000-08:00

WOOOWW~~ AMAZING!!!

People actually read my blog!!! hahaha
I tot no one reads my post cuz its too long.. XD
bt thx to d ppl who reads it~~
but ermm 1 favor.. pls follow if u have a blog too ya^^ or post ur link at d chat box..
make sure it can be opened..
thx again...

anyway...
IM still HATING PHYSICS!
skul stil sux.. life sux..
mainly everything sux

Physics,maths n add maths.
we're actually learning d same things..
but in 3 diff subs!
of course there's a lil diff..
but wtf... its making me seriously confused...

lolx..
now d good stuffs..
Jean really made me laugh hard today...
singing off tone is really great.. lolx

OH! I saw cells today!!
it was so cooL!!!
DAMN I LOVE BIO!!
its jz so stinkin fun!
bt its oni d onion cell n cheeck cell.. XD

I MISS ..
CHONNY!!!
XD
he's nxt post will oni be in FEB..
aww.. dats so long!!! ish!!!

TATA~~
GOING TWITTER NOW..
TWIT TWIT.. XDDD

21.1.10
'Hearts' - Joline
Mood : calm

THINGS I HATE & LIKE

2010-01-18T08:27:00.000-08:00

HATE
1. PHYSICS!
2. SCHOOL PHYSICS TEACHER!
3. STPD FON!
4. YOU! XD (JK)
5. BITCHES!!!!
6. MORE PHYSICS!
7. MATHS!
8. JACOB!
9. HOUSEWORKS!
10. ARGUEMENTS!

LIKE
1. ME
2. BF
3. ME
4. BF
5. MY HAIR
6. LIH YIN DAR^^
(miss her siaa...all cuz fon prob kenot sms... _uckk)
7. BIOLOGY!!!!
8. ENGLISH
9. FACEBOOK
10. ME xD

WTF??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-18T08:24:00.000-08:00

WWTTFFFFFFF!!!!!

STUPID FON!!!!
KENOT ON!!!
KENOT SMS!!!
FUCKING UNLUCKY NIA!!!

1ST WEEK GT PROB JOR~
DEN NOW LIKE DIS!!!
REALLY FUCKIN' SOHAI FON!!!
DIAOOO~~~~!!!!!!!
NIA MA!!! CURSE D FELLA WHO CREATE DIS FON!! CURSE THE FACTORY!!!
ARGHH!!!!

nitez^^

Oh!~ These wonderful feelings..

2010-01-15T08:01:00.000-08:00

(This might be long, but this is the only way to express my feelings)

(lazy to put colours)

Another normal schooling day.. I was extremely sleepy today but i still had to deal with school.
Sometimes I just wish i died or fainted in school. Well, that's not the point of this post.

As always, I brought my phone to school. Everyday waiting for 'his' msg to greet me in the morning.
Every single msg from him will really cheer me up. Even a single " yes ". Cuz when he replies, I knw that he is fine and not in any danger. Though at the same time I do get pissed when he replies One-Word answers. e.g : " En , Ya , Oh etc. " .
He had started working this year so its really hard for us to communicate.
Come to think of it, we don't really communicate that much.
Its always the same questions and answers, now, I even knw what he would say even before he replies. It's like talking to myself.
It does get boring sometimes. But I guess I just have to deal with it.

I want to know more about him! but sumhow, I feel as though he wouldn't let me to.
It feels like he is pushing me away from his life or doesn't want me to enter it.
(Not to say that I think that he doesnt feel I exist in his life.)
You can say he's a very selfish person, he never likes to share.
but I couldnt blame him. Im not that much of a difference either.
I've ask him of sharing it with me before and why doesnt he like to talk about his problems.
He said he doesnt want me to worry.

To me, thats just stupid.
I have been trying to tell him " Im ur gf. What am I here for? Im not just for show. We're suppose to be couples, we should be sharing our feelings, thoughts and helping each other out. " but I just wouldnt dare.
I dont want to bring up problems. I dont like to make the atmosphere cloudy.
Sometimes, I just feel as though we're not couples at all. I dont know him that well , neither does he knw me that well.
Sometimes I even feel we're better off as friends.

When I need help, when I'm sad or angry.
He doesnt cheer me up.
Instead, he just totally ignore me and changes the topic.
I use to tell him about it but he would just tell me his story abt the same problem.
Usually, in the end, its the other way around, I had to cheer him up or it turns to a fight!
That really made me sad so I didnt really bother about telling him how I feel anymore.
Mybe he's trying to make me forget? Maybe he is trying to cheer me up but he's jz not good at it? I dont know.
So I just couldnt jump to conclusions and saying that he's useless.

I do wish that sometimes he would ask " How are you? " like a normal friend.
I do miss the days when we we're just friends, the days when he was "chasing" me.
I miss the first day we met too. It was embarrasing but I was actually really happy.
I did some really stupid stuff that day.
But it was the first time I seen someone get so worried for me.
That made me really really happy.
Owh~how I miss that day.
I wish that day would just keep on replaying.

I do feel he still cares for me alot.
It shows sometimes but its really seldom.
Sometimes I still feel that he loves me and so do I.
Although he says it most of the nites.
Sometimes I just wish he wouldn't say it cuz it would mean nothing sooner or later if he keeps saying it.
I like it when my bf gives me a supprise by saying " I LOVE YOU ". Which girl wouldnt want that. It's just so romantic.
He use to do that but...... I guess things have changed?
Thats d only way he knows how to show me his love?

Some of my friends notice dat he is nt treating me tat well.
They asked me to let go.
But I just couldnt!
I let go once (regretted) but I just couldnt control myself to wanting him back BADLY!
I cried in d nights for him!
Even though he doesn't treat me that well.
There's like a string tied to my heart with his heart.
It's like we're ment to be together but I cant confirm that yet.
It's really hard to put this feeling in words but its a very pleasant feeling.

For example, other people might think that this is stupid, but to me, it means something.
Last night (15/1/10)
It was already 11.04 p.m, he still hasn't msg me to tell me he's done.
I was worried so I msged him first.
Then a msg came less than a sec " Baby... "
I was actually feeling very wierd.
Why did he replied the same thing as I just sent?
And I was a little angry cuz he was free and he did not find me.
Then I just asked him what he was doing.
Neither that I knw, I didn send the first msg to him.
He actually sent a msg to me 1st saying the same thing.
Deja Vu, It's like we're having the same thoughts and mind.

Sometimes, he randomly tells me that he misses me.
At the same moment, I was really missing him too.
It's like our hearts are really connected.
I don't really know how to express these but I hope you'll know what I mean.

Obviously, Jealousy and stuff like that occurs.
So I might misunderstand but I always think before I act. (not blowing my own trumpet here)
But that shows that I care. Right?

I knw that he doesnt treat me that well, friends have told me about it too.
Even he knows it himself.
I know that its hard for him to change.
With a life like his. I didnt want to give anymore trouble. I dont want to be a burden.
I just wanted to solve it.
He's not good with words.
He doesn't know how to express his feelings.
I have the same problems that he has too.
Therefore, I understand.
There are still certain ups about him. I guess that's what's pulling me to him.

He might not be romantic.
He's not the Mr.dreamy or Prince charming that Im looking for.
But hey, nobody's perfect right?
He and me, we have a totally different personalities.
He talks alot, but I dont. I rather be quiet.
But I had to talk or else it would be really boring and dates would turn into disasters.
I talk more on sms, he doesnt.
I dont like hanging out late night, he likes it.
I like to sleep early, he sleeps late.
etc etc.

But like what some people say
"opposite attracts " right?
It's proven by scientist so I believe it. Lolx
The relationship between a guy n a girl is like a magnet.
I also do believe in faith.
Now, I am really affraid of losing him.
He is a treasure to me.
He ment everything in my life to me.
I wonder if he feels the same way as I do.

Thats all for today.
Its really 'early' in the morning now.
Guess I should go to bed.
I really miss him T.T
I'll be really happy if he reads this. XD

16/1/10 - 1.59 a.m
<3 Joline

A lil bout ME

2010-01-13T06:39:00.000-08:00

Chapter 1
1. Middle name: Chiew
2. Nickname(s): Joline
3. Current location: My room
4. Eye color: Hazel brown

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Chapter 2
1. Do you get along with your parent(s): Ya,bt sumtimes we fight, hey~ tats normal rite? XD
2.Are your parents married/separated/divorced

?: Married!

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Chapter 3: Favorites
1. Ice Cream: Vanilla
2. Season: winter,autumn
3. Shampoo/conditioner: Loreal
4. Favorite Thing: MY FON!

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Chapter 4: Do You..
1. Dance in the shower? - sometimes.. haha
2. Do you write on your hand? - no way! it looks n feels so dirty
3. Call people back? - NEVER!
4. Believe in God? _Yes of course!
5. Any bad habits? - Lazy
6. Any mental health issues? - No wayy!!
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Chapter 5: Have You..
1. Sprained stuff: Yup
2. Had physical therapy?: ehh... no
3. Gotten stitches? : Yup.. T,T
4. Taken painkillers: Yes
5. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling: snorkeling
7. Sworn in front of your parents? : yes. Quite a number of times
8. Had detention? : Nah.. no detentions here
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Chapter 6: Who/What was the last
1. Three people who texted you: Bf,Mom,crazy sis Jazz
2. Person you called: My mom
3. Person you hugged: bf
4. Person you tackled: Lil bro.. XD
5. Person you talked to on MSN?: Still talking wit 2,so i dont knw yet
6. Thing you touched? : I guess it would be my fon?
7. Thing you ate? : Wan tan mee
8. Thing you drank: water
9. Thing you said: Forgot~
10. Friend you saw ytd : Sue Ee, Li Shin

Random Questions

2010-01-13T06:22:00.000-08:00

1. Where did you take your profile pic?
My Room

2. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Shirt n jeans

3. What is your current problem?
Studies

4. What makes you happy most?
Watching comedies

5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?
none

6. Any celeb you would marry?
KIM HYUN JOONG , KIM JONG HYUN, KIM JUNSU, ADAM LAMBERT?(too bad he's gay)

7. Name someone/persons with the same birthday as you:
No one

8. Ever sang in front of a large audience?
Nope... but danced be4

9. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
ya... JJ Lin =="

10. Do you still watch kiddy movies or kiddie TV shows?
Sometimes.. hahah when its really boring

11. Do you speak any other languages than English?
OBVIOUSLY!

12. Has anyone you've been really close passed away?
I dun think so~~

13. Do you ever watch MTV?
of course! d best channel!

14. What's something that really annoys you ?
ALOT! I can list till 100
but mainly... bossy ppl

I LOVE MYCHONNY!!!!

2010-01-10T02:26:00.000-08:00

JEEZZ!!! I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!
HE IS LIKE THE KING OF MY LIFE (youtube)!
LOLX!

If u guys are wondering who d hell he is..
well.. here's a short intro abt him
CHONNY! is an asian teen who makes HILLARIOUS video's on youtube..
you know.. like nigahiga and those nonsense ppl.. lolx
Not only is he funny..
but he is so fkin right about the asians...
lolx.. most probably bcuz he is one =="
well he's kinda mix.. viet n chinese...
cute guy btw..

If u guys are bored or jz wanting to waste ur time..
u guys shud check his video's on youtube..
awesome i tel u! PURE AWESOME!!!!
or mayb jz check HIM out.. .wahahahaha
if u knw what i mean.. XD

im kinda lazy to post his link up here....
but its really easy to find his vids..
juz type mychonny or yourchonny (2nd acc) on youtube
and let the magic begin.. XD

Enjoy!

AMAZING DISCOVERY! (for me)

2010-01-10T01:54:00.000-08:00

As I was just clicking on random videos on youtube today,
I found a really shocking yet interesting video...
and of course it linked to other amazing video's too...

I jz found out that WE can actually increase our BREAST SIZE by MASSAGING "IT"!
At first when I saw the name of dat video
I was like........ " WTF?! IS IT TRUE? IS IT POSSIBLE? WOW! "
den of course I had to watch it cuz i was jz so fuckin curious..

It was... erm.. how u say..
kinda... awkward?
It looks kinda like a porn video ==
but only better
By ' better ' i mean less discusting and less obscene. LOL
maybe its not that better for guys.. XD

I don't know if it actually work or not
cuz I havent tried it =="
but... there are damn alot of those massage videos!
here's one of em'

For girls who are really desprate for bigger boobs...
mayb u should try it out.. lolx
For guys... ehem....
who are desprate cuz u have a ' small boobed girl fren '
learn n try it out on them.. hahahahahaha
or u can try it on urself too???? @@"
lmao

I find most of it are done by thai n japs?
I dont know why there's no other countries doin this? lol?
mayb Malaysia should start having these massage palor?
or maybe we alr have,but its in places like CHOW KIT?
places WE young ppl dont go.. lolx
cuz.. u knw... SOME Malaysian MAN jz love girls who have big/huge BOOBS?
Then girls could get the man they want easily or the guys could get the girl of their dreams...
lolx...

Till here I guess...
enjoy the video n d massage!! XD
toodles~

The Start of Something New

2010-01-08T04:48:00.000-08:00

Wow! finally made up my mine for d streams..

n i decided not to switch..

stickin in pure science... XD

but im damn sked weihh~~

its fun to learn , but when it comes to exam, i dunno how hard would that be..

OMG OMG OMG

Gotta start studyin hard.. T.T

hopefully my lazy-ness wont come bak..

how i wish it would juz fly away..

Well.. new year new things

New class, new frens , new thinking , new clothes , new bra? XD juz jk...

dont have enuff money to buy.. hahahaha

but no new bf.. wakakkaka...

anyway.. i hope i can have a great year....

and to all my frens... have a great year too.. ^^

till here...

tata~

Random Questions

2009-12-31T18:08:00.000-08:00

Have you ever felt like you literally needed someone?
YES!

Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for?
ermm...yesh mayb? nt sure who i fell hardest for.. lolx

Are you afraid of falling in love?
No. But im affraid of falling out of love..

What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
tropical whether here~ sad haha

Are any of your friends taller than you?
boys yes , girls no

Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
no. i love to laugh , so if he cant make me laugh, he is totally out!

Do you think high school relationships can last?
mayb? i hope so. >.<

Does the person you like/love names start with a B?
no

Reason for the last tear shed?
dis EARLY MORNING
confused , feeling unloved , lonely n sked of losing my relationship

When you're sad, do you want to be alone or do you want someone?
depends
if its love problem,i would wanna be alone
for other probs, i would like my bf to be with me...

Are you taller than 5 foot 7 inches?
yesh==

Have you ever been in a hospital?
yah... it sux
nvr liked hospitals

Have you ever stayed up at night waiting for someone to call/text you?
yup

Could you go a whole year without cursing?
obviously a BIG NO

Do you want to get married and have kids?
duh~ ya

Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?
sunrise..
sunset is juz so sad.. everything ends there..
sunrise to me it feels like a nw day for new n better things
n there's a mystery wether gud or bad things will happen..
i love that ^^

Do you think making out is slutty?
nnooo~~ o.O i guess.. haha

Do you like the idea of promise rings in relationships?
yesh^^

Someone tells you that your beautiful, you say?
no la.. where got.. but thx anyway.. haha

How many arguments did you have with the last person you kissed?
lost count

Lip piercings on both sides of your bottom lip, disgusting right?
NOPE! it rox

Would you ever consider piercing your lip?
tot abt it be4

How long is your hair?
medium length

What is a compliment you receive often?
you're very cute/leng lui leh =="
BUT IM NOT!
DANG!
stop saying things tat i knw im not!

Do you like funny people or serious people?
depends
Funny to start a relationship
but as d relationship gets deeper n longer
i would like him to be more serious

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
duh~~ everyone of ' em is =="
I dont date or couple wit younger guys
dey are jz not mature enuff for me.

Have you ever cheated on a partner?
yes

Have you ever told someone you loved them and meant it?
i guess so?

Who is your celebrity crush?
SHINee!!!
all 5 of ' em
i knw im greedy.. XD

Who were you with last night?
family n relatives

What language do you want to learn?
Jap, Kor

Do you think abortions are horrible?
yesh! very horrible!

What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
iced vanilla latte
horrible!

Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
first love no
first bf yes.

Is being in love hard?
YESH! VERY HARD!

Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2010?
mmhmm.. it alr had on d first day
bt im willing to take this challenge and try to twist it around^^
controlling my own life

Are you a social or antisocial person?
social! so social!

Can money buy happiness?
yup
on occasions you really nid money to make u happy
or to make someone else happy

Has anyone said they loved you in the last week?
yup
a few
haha
(NOT SHOWING OFF == , ITS TRUE)
n i dun like it

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
no
nvr was, i was lying everytime i say it
so dat ppl wont ask y or worry bout me.

Would you ever dye your hair blond?
hahah!
done it!
it is still blond now
gonna dye it black tmr^^

Have you ever been high or drunk during school/work?
no
never drunked

Do you have anything on your wrist at the moment?
er.. d bhuddist string thingy

Whats the first thing that comes to your head when you hear the word old?
old ppl
haha

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
yup.. every morning except today.. haha

Can you recall the last time you liked someone a lot?
yup of course
bt im confused whether thats love or jz a lil crush

Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants?
neither
pajama dress

Can you commit to one person?
mayb?

Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
not really

Kissed anyone older than you?
yes =="
every one of my bf or who i like is older
dis ques came up twice.. o.O

When you say you don't care, do you mean it?
yup
but nt abt my bf
i said i dun care bout him, but i jz couldn control
i had to care

Ever made a guy cry?
yesh
4 guys.. T.T
i feel so bad...
but it wasn on purpose

Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
nope

Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love?
YES!

Are you counting down for anything?
school re-openning

To get with someone of the opposite sex, have you ever faked being drunk?
nope, never

Is it okay if you kiss people when you're single?
yup
as frens
d americans do it.. y cant we?

Would you date someone three years older than you?
yes! dats the best!
n my current bf is XD

Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
Yup. Huge diff

Ever been in a perfect relationship?
no. not even now
but i hope it would be

Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
"hello == wad? call for wad? what u wan?"
(as always.. hahahaha)
he says sumthing stupid ;
BANG! hung up~
lolx

gud bye 2009 , hello 2010!

2009-12-31T17:03:00.000-08:00

THE NEW YEAR BEGINS! XD
n so does the horror of FORM4 !

Went to countdown at d curve as usual with relatives..
but it wasnt that much fun as last years was..
we were a lil late...
so we had to rush.. n i was wearing heels
so it hurts like hell when i got bak

It was friggin hot too...
everyone sweated as if they juz came out from the shower
but i didn.. i juz got very hot.. XD
it was a very good exercise though... hahaha

went bak at it was 3 smth
and slept at 4 smth
wow... bt still havent beat my 5 am record.. XD

Skuls re-opening soon
n im gonna have 2 dye my hair bak
sobs sobs... sad case..

Had a lil problem wit my relationship too
hopefully it gets better this year...
time to stop~
tata~

2nd song

2009-12-23T04:08:00.000-08:00

Whataya Want From Me lyrics by Adam Lambert
Hey, slow it down
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me
Yeah, I'm afraid
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

There might have been a time
I would give myself away
(Ooh) Once upon a time
I didn't give a damn
But now here we are
So whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Yeah, it's plain to see
That baby you're beautiful
And it's nothing wrong with you
It's me... I'm a freak
But thanks for lovin' me
Cause you're doing it perfectly

There might have been a time
When I would let you step away
[ Adam Lambert Whataya Want From Me lyrics found on http://www.lyricsoncall.com/lyrics/adam-lambert/whataya-want-from-me-lyrics.html ]
I wouldn't even try but I think
You could save my life

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

Just don't give up on me
I won't let you down
No, I won't let you down

So
Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me

Just don't give up
I'm workin' it out
Please don't give in
I won't let you down
It messed me up, need a second to breathe
Just keep coming around
Hey, whataya want from me
(Whataya want from me)
Whataya want from me
Whataya want from me

kakakaxxxx... im bak

2009-12-23T03:43:00.000-08:00

BORING SIA!!!!!!!!!!

TMR ! RESULTS DAY!
hope I get gud results

been havin probs again..
damn dis life is fuckin hard..
anyway..
been inlove with...
afew songs.. lolx

here's one that i find the lyrics are awesome!!!

CHRIS DAUGHTRY - LIFE AFTER YOU

Ten miles from town and I just broke down
Spittin’ out smoke on the side of the road
I’m out here alone just tryin’ to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know

Believe me I won’t stop at nothin’
To see you so I’ve started runnin’

All that I’m after is a life full of laughter
As long as I’m laughin’ with you
I’m thinkin’ that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we’ve been through
‘Cause I know there’s no life after you

Last time we talked, the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind
I must’ve been high to say you and I
Weren’t meant to be and just wastin’ my time

Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you

All that I’m after is a life full of laughter
As long as I’m laughin’ with you
I’m thinkin’ that all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we’ve been through
‘Cause I know there’s no life after you

You and I, right or wrong, there’s no other one
After this time I spent alone
It’s hard to believe that a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin’ ’bout the better times, must’ve been outta my mind
So I’m runnin’ back to tell you

All that I’m after is a life full of laughter
Without you God knows what I’d do, yeah

All that I’m after is a life full of laughter
As long as I’m laughin’ with you
I’m thinkin’ ’bout all that still matters is love ever after
After the life we’ve been through, yeah
Know there’s no life after you

Know there’s no life after you
Know there’s no life after you
Know there’s no life after you
Know there’s no life after you
Know there’s no life after you
Know there’s no life after you
Know there’s no life after you, yeah

hw i wish i could tell this to sum1
bt i dun think that person would understand.. lolx

other songs in other postssss~~~~~

NO USE~

2009-05-10T06:59:00.000-07:00

Its no us3 looking for me anymore..

I gave up on everything..

I juz wanna say im sorry if i wasted ur time n money..

I juz wanna be alone for now...

Dun really wanna do anything ..

Plw33z stop looking for me...

L0v3? Sar4nG? Ai?

2009-05-10T06:38:00.000-07:00

Wad izit abt love?
omg! i juz cant und it~
LOVE SUX ! SO BADLY!!!!

Izit really so hard 2 love some1?
izit hard 2 love me??? =.=" lolx
why cant ppl juz find their love ones straight away??

Gotta suffer heart breaks...
confusions..
and stuff~
I especially hate those love triangles...

Sometimes....I juz wish I would die ...
I hate dis friggin world... so full of bad things..
my family dont even love me anymore..
so.. wads d use?
friends???
well... i cant find perfect one dat can be wit me through ups and downs..
happiness and sadness... difficulties...
and also d one who wont make me mad...

wads more to say about Lov3?
Is lov3 all abt sex n money? How is d feeling of Lov3???
I dun even knw wads lov3 anymore...
dis world.. there's no lov3... where has it gone to???

~~~~I HATE MY LIFE~~~~

wohoo~~!! free!!!

2009-04-20T01:51:00.000-07:00

Its Monday and i didn go to skul..
bahahah!!!!
i was too tired to go..
well... thats cause last SAT N SUN i had this seminar tat started at 8 and finished at 6+ -.-"
den after i got home...
i have to go out again... for dinner of course..
and when i came bak it was around 10 or so...
Everyone knws u cant sleep right after u eat rite?
so i gotta wait mayb until 11 or 12...
den d next morning wake at 6 am=.="
If i went to school today i bet im gonna faint..

I watched lots of DBSK's vids again.. heheh
gosh junsu is juz so adorkable!!! hehe
den chatted with zhi qi..
she told me wad happened in skul today.
and i was thinking " phew! lucky i didn go.. or it will be hell for me today! I might jump off d building"
but... tmr is another day... but with the same ppl=.="
I hope it wont be any worse than my other days...

anyway.. tats all for now...
wanna watch my dear JUNSU now!!! hehee

tata~

8/4/09-Finally

2009-04-08T03:07:00.000-07:00

FINALLY!
Everyone's question/wishes came true=.="
Everyone had been asking me how come I never get caught cuz of my hair...
Well,obviously I dunno..
But today it finally happened=.="

It was at perhimpunan...
Babi dat pn.lau... call me to go infront of d whole school..
altho I taught it would be very scary but instead it was kinda fun..
D whole skul looking at u... wow... a time of my life.. XD
And after the perhimpunan...
stil lots of ppl were staring at me..
some even came up to me and asked me whether i dyed my hair...
I finaly felt hw it feels like to be popular.. XD
but this is for d wrong reasons.. haha

When they came and ask me..
obviously i answered no.. with a smiling face..
so they knw i was joking.. haha
Wad a fun day~
but some girls,they juz gave me a look... with those EYES
and juz walked away.. n talking abt something..
BLAH! Like I dunno wad they were thinking!=.="
I'm a gal too! so i knw... so.. Wadever rite?

Ok,now...my mood was fine d whole time...
until.... Sivik period..
We have to draw this lame banner thing...
when i was drawing...
only Pei Jing helped me...
and Ee Quan alil...
zhi qi n hui yi weren't helping at all..
zhi qi juz sat down there like a queen=.= cuz she's in bad mood..
Then Hui Yi was walking around trying to copy other ppl's

MY GOD! cant she use her brain to think a lil??!!!
She keep saying 'I wanna copy paste copy paste' =.="
i was doing all d work.. ( we discussed it in class be4 n agreed on it )
then i drew so hard n in d end... she said..
' ehh dun wan draw this la.. draw 'like this' better.'
I was thinking " WTF?! I was duin all d work so hard n they didn help at all n now she wants to erase it all???'
AS IF SHE'S VERY SMART?!
well.. since she wants it tat way...
i never cared.. so i juz walked off...
and after few min..
d table was empty..
left d banner there n d pencils...

I went to jazz there... i was thinking of changing group..
but... If i do that...
they might say stuff abt me... n wad so eva...

Walao~! dat incident made me damn bengang u knw...
Be 4 that.. zhi qi was in bad mood rite? N she threw my ruler at me..
that got me quite pissed d..
lucky I can control my temper...
i dunno wads wrong with her... she keep throwing stuff at me..
if 1 day i kenot tahan.. she is dead.....
N den that happened... haizz....

k till here...
tata~

BAHAHAHHAHAHA~~!!!!!

2009-03-20T02:35:00.001-07:00

Jun Kai juz made my day^^ hhaaa
idiot! dun wan tell me his full name~~~~~~~~

My holiday~~

2009-03-20T00:35:00.000-07:00

Holiday holiday holiday~~~~

IT SUCKED!!!!
SICK FOR 1 WEEK!! WTF IS THIS LARHH~!!! ISH!!!
CANT EVEN ENJOY!!! BABI BETUL~~~~~

sleep oso cant sleep well..
eat oso cant eat well..
talk also cant talk properly... gotta use so much strenght to talk=.=
walk like 1 drunken person oni==

hope my sickness doesn pass it to ppl at zhi qi's party tml...
actually i kinda hope it does.. XD

found a SUPER LENG ZAI's fs today~~~
woah~~~ saliva dripping like hell~ lolx.. jkjk

BAHAHAHA!!! HANDSOME-NYA~~~~~~

BOYS OVER FLOWER!!!
B.O.F + SUPER HANDSOME GUYS + LOVE STORIES = ADDICTED + EVERYDAY = ME^^
SEE!!!! who says my math sux?!!! hehehehee

dunno wad to say d... kayz.. buh byez! zai jian! selamat tinggal! sayonara! annyeong! XD

PERFORMANCE DAY!!!

2009-02-28T18:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was d day of my first dance peformance..
I wasnt so nervous at all...............at first-,-
I messed up abit.. but.. overall... we all did ok~^^ whee~
after d performance.. OMG=.= my leg wen all numb...
gonna fall any sec..=.=

Then... the other group was becky's group.. wow... they were awesome~!
so cool~
lolx... den we took some pics after that...
here are some of it..

then we went to MC D to eat.. gosh I was so damn hungry..
After i got d food i juz took a big bite of it~ lolx..
after we're done eating..
TOOK PICS AGAIN~!^^
XD
LOL!!!!!!!!!
Acting cool~ but i nv chnaged.. hhahaa

this is how much table we needed n how much we ate=.= (julia over there) lolx

there are more..
but i havent got d pics yet...

anyway.. theres a vid we ttook be4 going 2 d acttual performance..
is in d studio~

Guess.. thats all for now.. XD
tata~

Haizz~!~ 23/2/09

2009-02-23T05:47:00.000-08:00

Current mood: angry

Wad a bad n horrible day..
I knw its long... XD

today,in skul.. dat damn gal pissed me off again...
WAD DID I EVA DO TO HER?!
why cant ppl i knw speak better?????!!!!
EVEN MY FAMILY MEMBERS!!!
they're juz so fuckin rude......

I borrow something from her.. she yelled at me..
n so i let her off..
but d second time... I forgotten wad it was.. but it juz seriously pissed me off!
so i yelled bak at her n bang d table... den i change move to the front...
geez~!

Then in d afternoon... I was hungry,so i gotta eat with her..
it got me even more pissed..
after we ate,it rained... so she asked her bf to come 2 n fetch us..
but d bf got caught in d jam.. Well.. u knw malaysian drivers...will be sked when there's rain=.=
So,he took quite some time.. mayb half an hour or so..
then she keep scolding him.. things like 'Haiyoo!! why he so slow de??!! i wanna scold him d la later!' / ''I got guitar lehh!!!! Very dulan him d de loh!! drive so slow!!'
and blah blah blah.. many more..
n when i cant tahan her anymore i juz said.. its not his fault wad... he's caught in d jam... wad can he do?!(said in a polite manner tho,cuz its no used scolding her,she will still cont to do it anyway)
and she did=.=
So i juz sit there quietly n waited.. while she keep blabbing... ANNOYING FUCKER!!!
Its like he dont even care about the safety of her bf.. wad type of GF is dis??!

she says another gal is treating him like her driver...

WHAT ABOUT HERSELF?!

If she ask him to come n fetch.. HE MUST COME! If not she will get ANGRY...
N he has to come from quite far... N everytime she say he no money d.. n everytime play pool with his friends... well... thats his freedom!
wad bout her wasting his money?! ask him to come n fetch her bak home,n he has to come from a very far place...
SHE THINKS OIL NO NEED MONEY IZIT?!=.=
n summore,her house is so fuckin near... she cant even walk..
Its liek she's d princess or something=.= (yeah,like that will eva happen)

everytime I see her do dis i really feel like scolding her..

but its no use geting angry over something/someone so stpd..

So,anyway... in d evening i have tuition.. when i was juz about to leave it rained=.=
AGAIN! so i was wet when i reached d tuition center...
blah blah blah...
Then wen for dinner at d nearby mamak shop..
Ma De! my brother.. acting like he's so cool lidat..
I accidently banged d table abit n he scold scold scold..
Then when he saw his 'friend'..
he said that she is like MY STYLE.. (which he ment is 'lala')
Fucker la that fella! wad oso lala to him la..
I think if I dont wear anything better... so he wont say anything..
NiaMa!!even normal clothes i wear he still will say I 'lala'
feel like juz scolding him and ask him to shut d fuck up!!=.=
its not like he's any better...
trying to copy d americans.. blah blah blah..
saying we (he's so called 'lala') like to copy d japs.. WTF
Everyone sure will copy other ppl ritte?! If he say we copy n he doesn..
why is he wearing clothes then???!!! isn that copying too???
why not jz walk naked on d street.. so that he's not COPYING anyone=.=

GEEZ! DAMN PISSED!!

HATE MY FUCKIN' LIFE MORE N MORE!!

OMG!

2009-02-22T06:14:00.000-08:00

Its been such a long time since i posted=.=

I even forgot how to blog?! XD JK
I've been through alot lately... yes yes.. same ol'problemz...
I juz hope i can get these problems solve as quickly as possible..
sometimes i even wish to kill myself.. but.. thats juz dumb=.=
so.. instead... i watch lots n lots of drama's to make me cry alot..
And supprisingly,It works! haha... I feel much beta after i cry.. n those problems juz flew away~
but it will emerge again anyway.. so.. i hope there will be more drama's to come.. XD

okay.. next.. erm...
I have a dance performance this week... so.. gotta get ready.
but luckily I'm only gonna dance 1 song.. cuz the other songs were old songs which i dont know..=.=

Then... oh ya! most important news!!!
My baby MIYAVI is 'graduating' from PSCompany...
i dont knw wad the 'graduating' mean... but I hope he's not quitting..
But i think he is T.T cuz he said its a bitter news..
Anyway... its his choice rite? i can only wish the best for him..
but im surely gonna miss his voice n songs n the silly things he does...
Some say he's gonna form a new band.. i hope thats true..
or maybe he's joining anoher company??(i hope) lolx..

DAMIT! I'm having oral test tmr...
and im not fully prepared.. juz hope i wont faint during my public speakin' XD

Hmm... let's see.. I've not been on9 lately cuz im packed with homeworks n stuff..
and sometimes im juz lazy to on..
cuz.. its getting kinda boring..
especially friendster...=.=
Everytime I on FS first thing i wil say is 'DAMN! So many comments to reply again!'
LOLX! well i guess thats wad u get for getting lazy to go on9..

Valentine's juz passed.. i didn wet anywhere!!!!
i knw alot ppl dun blive me.. bt yeah.. i really didn..
BUT! i had a replacement! wahahah...
last Fri.. I went to celebrate my belated Valentine's.. hehe XD
it was so fun.. we watched PINK PANTHER2 n WE ATE MY FAV FOOD!!! SUSHI!!!
WAHAHAH.... *My dear asked me to write this XD*
LOVE H** MUCH~ XD

guess.. this is all.. .gotta reply COMMENTS again-.-

wishing all d best for my PMR!!! lolx.. i sound so lonely.. haha!
N ALL D BEST FOR MIYAVI!!!
ALL D BEST FOR MY FRIENDS WITH THIER PMR!
ALL D BEST FOR MY OTHER FRIENDS WITH THIER LIVES
N GOOD LUCK EVERY HUMAN BEING IN THIS WONDERFUL WORLD! XD
i sound like a mad person-.-

anyway.. nitez n sayonara~! might be updating in another long long long long long long x10000 time.. lolx...

LONG LONG TIME BABEH~!

2009-02-03T00:38:00.001-08:00

Long time no post AGAIN!
Cuz.. well... d stpd com got some probs~!=.=
dunno wtf happened... n im bz with homeworks~!=.=
OH! HAPPY CNY TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS~!

aite.. 2day is d 2nd day of skul re-openning after cny...
it was... FUN!!!! ^^ Hehehe
Hui Yi,David,Andy and some others didn come...
dunno y,mayb cuz last night 'bai tian gong'
And I prayed oso.. so i slept at 3..n woke at 6=.=
I was so fking tired in skul~ bt still its too fun to miss out..if i sleep in class
*im so sleepy that i talk wierd now-.-*

Anyway... it was fun cuz those 3 didn come..
I dont knw ow 2 explain.. but it juz is alot more fn without them~! hehe XD
and we were'nt so noisy at all!!! no teacher scolded us N we had fun~!!
phuahahahah~!!! i love this day~! 3.2.09~! hehe
But will be havin tuition later=.= haizz. sienz man!

Hmm....I juz saw MYV's myspace...
it was so short n yet cute.. lolx...
MAN I LOVE HIM!
wish i was older and i knew him and i was japanese!!!! XD

ok.... till here la.. damn sleepy...
N IM LISTENING TO MYV SONG!!!
so i cant rly sleep cuz i feel like jumping around n singing when i listen to his songs...
altho they dont make sense=.=" lolx

Sayonara~!

Wads wrong with my life in 09?!

2009-01-14T23:55:00.000-08:00

Current mood: happy

THIS WILL BE LONG!!!! KAKAX!

I've been seriously moody nowadays...
ppl have been juz pissing me off...
especially my family n my closes friends (not all tho)
I juz dont get it.. its a new year.. ppl change. i knw.. but.. this year.. they all change to be d devilz deciple.. *wait wait* wrong wrong... im a devil...XD
They juz changed to become seriously annoying..

(characters.. lolx)
*ME,HER/SHE,D OTHER GAL*
dont wanna put the names.. or i wil be dead.. =.=

Like this 1 girl from my class... she can count as my closes friend..
we use to be very happy all the time.. but starting end of last year...
she just gotten really bossy... she always thinks of herself...
Everything would have to be easy for her!

The Day Before, me,her n 1 more gal made plan to go my house first,cuz i need help on the PICASA thing...then we'll go accompany the other gal to he saloon,then we'll go for lunch... EASY N NOT COMPLICATED RITE?!
then HER bf told her tat he will be comming soon... so she juz change all d plans
AT LEAST CHANGE IT SO IT WILL BE EASY FOR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!
But she didn!
Her plan was to accompany the other gal to cut her hair 1st,then when her bf reach,she will go off first,then the other girl n I will walk bak to my house to teach me n to take money 1st,then come out again to eat lunch.. after eaing lunch I have to walk back myself,cuz the other gal will meet her bf.. =.=
ISN THAT UNFAIR?!
She just want us to accompany her until her bf comes,cuz she doesn want to wait alone...* WTF ?! *
I was thinking of not going d...THEN! she added some words that i cant rmb/dont wanna rmb... I juz got totally pissed off so i just tell them to go ahead! I'll just walk home now...

Then left those 2...
Thier plan was .. They will go to the saloon first... When Her bf comes she will leave 1st....
n left d other gal alone there=.= (bt i dont know whether it happened or not,cuz i didn go)

AND D GAL WHO THINKS OF HERSELF came to my house ytd to use the com...
she said she will accompany me back to my house... but as if I dont know wad she's up to...
She juz wanna use the com...
N U KNW WAD?! THIS GAL! Only she can ask ppl to help her or go anywhere with her/accompany her...
when i asked her to accompany me to somewhere.. she will giv excuses!
1 day if i seriously cant stand her! I AM SO GONNA SLAP HER N ASK HER TO WAKE UP! she still thinks she's dreamin in her WONDERLAND!

N i hate to talk to her now! Everytime when we talk,she wil be acting like she's HELL OF A GREAT!
She'll roll her eyes if she doesn like it n scold u for random reasons??? (dunno how 2 explain this sentance)
ESPECIALLY WHEN SHE IS WITH HER BF! maybe not to me...
But to other of my friends... the way she talk to them is soo damn bossy n kinda bitchy*i think* lolx....
She's trying to act as if she's very cool or ppl are affraid of her!
BUT AGAIN! WAKE UP GAL! THIS IS REALITY! NO ONE'S AFFRAID OF YOU! BUT PPL DO HATE U NOW!

alot of ppl have been telling me that they hate her now.. SO DO I!
Especially the Malays! They hate them N she hates them.. hahah!!
Cuz she has been scoldin them alot.. for stupid reasons like...
If they block her view when copying, she juz shout out loud n scold them =.=
cant she juz say excuse me?! =.=
even when she says excuse me, she wil raise d tone of her voice! like she's thier mom..
EVEN THIER MOM DUN DO TAT!

N Today! at first in d morning my mood was ok...
until after 1st or 2nd period...
D OTHER GAL! SHE SIMPLY ACUSED ME!
U KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE THAT!!!! ITS IN D ABOUT ME EVERYWHERE!! EVERY WEBSITE!!
even if its a small matter... I will get angry,cuz I JUZ DUN LIKE IT!
I've taken enough from home,from my parents n bro's... I don need it from my friends anymore!
So I juz got up and move to my dear JAZZ place to sit with her...
she's more fun to sit with than them! and I CAN SPEAK ENGLISH WITH HER!
with them.. CHINESE ALL D WAY! u know how hard izit for me?! lolx
Then SHE keep calling me,but i dont wanna answer her... until she scream out loud=.= n she keep asking me to sit bak there...
but i dont want to!!! so WTF ARE U GONNA DO?! well i was thinking of saying....but.... I know how to control my temper... AND AT LEAST I THINK OF HER FEELINGS! UNLIKE HER!SHE'LL JUZ BLAB OUT ANYTHING SHE FEEL LIKE SAYING!!! N WHEN OTHER PPL DO THAT TO HER SHE CAN SAY THEY HURT HER FEELINGS.. I WANTED TO SAY ' SO WHAT?!' but it wasn me who 'HURT' her tho....
*we're leaving the topic.. LOLX*
Then for dunno wad reason... D OTHER GAL got angry...she's a wierd gal larh~
THEN MATHS PERIOD! SHE SIMPLY ACUSE ME FOR SOMETHING AGAIN!
Her glue droped on d floor... N she said i throw it down *cuz i borrowed it*
But i wasn sitting in my place FOR SO LONG! HOW CAN I THROW IT?!
then i got pissed again! =.=
Then After copying everything,I stood up N she asked me to sit back there....
THEN d other gal shouted ' SHE DUN WANNA SIT BAK HERE THEN DUN SIT BAK LAH!'
but... who cares? ITS MY LIFE! at that moment I juz chatted really happily with Jazz.. so I didn get pissed.. XD

After awhile sitting with my dear Jazz... my mood got better...
so i chatted with HER loh...
But the other gal was angry=.=
I was trying to do my homework but SHE keep disturbing me again!
Thats mainly 1 of the reasons that I dun wanna sit with her!
Every subject Im trying to pay attention,but she juz keeps distrbing me...
N HER BM SUX! so she keep asking me to translate for her...
so fking annoying... dunno d still wanna talk talk talk.. n still dont wanna learn!

On the 2nd last period.. a girl from other class told us that there will be spot check...
sked d fkin hell outta me.. cuz i brought both of my phones... * AS ALWAYS LAH*
then she helped us keep, she gave it to her mom.. LUCKY!
but the other gal didn know.. so she didn get to keep it..
After awhile.. our headmaster announced n asked us to go to the assembly ground...
damit!! =.= it was so hot! its 1 something in the noon! we tot it will be spot check..
but... it actually was the skul was too noisy.. XD so he punished us..
keep asking us to sit n stand sit n sand... =.= like *sohai* oni... (ehem~sorry~ kenot tahan)
then he scolded us... blah blah nblah.. saying we too noisy...
then he gave us the silent treatment! lolx=.=
He train us like training the army's=.= well cuz he was an ex-army..
I kinda miss the old headmaster!
N also... some1 throw a bottle at a teacher.. bt dunno who it was..
N they werent sure whether its on purpose or accident...

What are ppl turning into this year??
Or maybe its just me??
anyone who reads this can gimme some comments or wad u think...

I guess thats all for now... kinda too much huh..
and my anger n everything that happened is gone=.=
cuz chatted with some pp juz now n replied fs comments.. XD

its so much beta after i write it out...

SAYONARA!

Another WTF day

2009-01-11T23:52:00.001-08:00

Another WTF day... haizz

I HATE MONDAYS!!!!!!
Got caught cuz of my hair again today....
damit=.= ITS JUZ COLOUR!!!! it doesn hurt ur fxxkin eye's or neither will it kill you!!!!!!!
who d fxxk set up d rule sayin students cant dye thier hair.. =.= dat person is juz so fxxking lame!!!
either that or that person is bold so he cant dye he's hair so he wont let other ppl to dye =.=
Malaysian skul SUX like hell!

If i got caught nvm la... but gotta do sit up's 50 timez!!
and dat stupid en.viki (displin teacher) added another extra 4! WTF?!
at first my leg was ok.. but after d first period.. my legs started to hurt alot!
bt.. luckily... my name didn get coppied~ whee~ i escaped it!! hahaha

Then,we're havin road run practice tml... my leg hurts! how u expect me to run?=.=
erhh.. but anyway.. i wont run even my leg dun hurt.. XD
its juz a waste of time.. =.=
why d hel do we nid 2 practice anyway?????
juz show d road 1 time.. its enuff! dun have to practice for 3 o 4 times=.=
lame~!!!!

arghh.... hate my life so much!!!

*waiting to watch d psc carnival dvd!!!!!!!!! hurry up n post on youtube ppl!!!! XD not that i dun wanna buy or anything... its i cant find it anywhere in mal=.= it sux!*
They can sell CD's of rearted rehab ppl's cd's.. why cant they sell jrock in mal?! arghhhhh

till here~ tata~!

HAPPY NEW YEAH~!!!!

2009-01-01T01:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRIENDS N FAMILY~!!!!

Met my kai kor cute ying ytd...
we went to t.s..
he bought vk clothes frm i-socks over rm400=.=
rich fella lah~! lolx...
n he keep laughing non stop nia like crazy jor.. haha XD JK

den at night went to uncle's house to hav new year gathering n dinner...
around 11 something we went to the curve to watch d fireworks...
alot of things happen on d way there....
things u wont wanan knw =.="
it was d most boring firework display EVA!!!!!!
its was so fking boring.. i was tired d... and yet its so boring..

n when we were going bak.. i got pulled to run by my couz
tiring man~!
owh~! n i got dis t-shirt for xmas present ..
on d t-shirt it wrote...
*
kiss me
kiss me
kiss me
kiss me
kiss me
kiss me
*

swt.. so ps leh wanna wear out... bu its kinda cute.. hahaha

on d 30th of dec 08 i took some pics...check my fs/myspace photo's if u wanna c....
dunno why my dp so diff=.=

till here..
tata~!

merry x'mas!

2008-12-24T09:01:00.000-08:00

H3y PeepZ~!

Merry X'mas !!!!

I'm now currently at sg for a hol...and its 2 am+ XD

I miss my friends bak at mal alr.. and it has only been a day...

I miz my dearest d most... so sad i cant celebrate with him.. T.T

anyway.. going to d sg zoo tml.. hehe.. hope i wont b too tired since im sleeping so late.. wait no... i mean early* lolx

juz read miyavi's myspace blog post...

man! he is juz so sweet and lovin'!!!
LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!!!!

he even posted a pic of he's.. its new btw..

OMG! he is 1 smexy guy! n he seriously look like a gal... =.=

kay i guess its time to go 2 bed?
lolx.. nah!!!
chatting wit jerry nw

1nce again.. wishing everyone hav a great christmas!

gd mrng peeps~ haha
buh bye

IT RAINED~!

2008-12-21T06:12:00.001-08:00

I've used d comp for a veery long time today
muahahha~! thats cuz my bro's are gone!!!!
well accept for d younger one.. XD

Me , my dad n my lil bro went out for dinner today at d mamak shop...
when i was eating halfway..
It fuckin rained=.="
HOW CAN IT HAV RAINED ON ME??!!!!
but it was a drizzle tho...
now im like miyavi or the gazette's d rain man(s)..
Well.. its rain girl for me =.="
hahaha...
but i have alwaiz brought sun shine everywhere i go.. T.T how, how can it rained on me?! (PHUAHAHAHA,Juz kiddin...)

k till here... too many ppl to chat with..
and gotta go down.. aiksz
tata!

OMG~!

2008-12-21T05:52:00.000-08:00

OMFG~!!!!

ITS FUCKIN BORING TODAY!!!!

and its a SUNDAY!!!

WTF~!?!?!

hmmm.. been thinking of getting a piercing on my lips.. XD

but im fuckin' sked of d pain... and skul dont allow it.. ish~!

stupid school~! malaysian school sux~!

UGLY wait no... HORRIBLE!! uniforms.. and its freaking hot....

it has a blouse and a pinafore... its not a cold country why do we nid 2????

and they dont even have air-cond.. they juz hav lame fans dat sometimes wont work!!

and in d teachers lounge there's air-cond... WTH~!! THATS SOOO UNFAIR!!!!

hhmmm...my uncle and his family came down from germany few days ago...

and we went dinner together with another aunt n her family ytd...

its been like only 1 year we havent meet...

but they've grown sooo much~! d gals (very pretty gals btw) are almost d same height as i am,and thier younger than me... =.=

d guy (WOW) he was sooooo freakin tall!!!!

den they came to our house for awhile...

they look so tired.. >.<

Louisa d younger gal was playin with d nailpolish(s) dat i have=.= and my fon...

den Lanya d older gal was sleepin.. (lolx)

n d boy Luciano d oldest was with the other boys in my bro's room...

*they have beautiful names huh?*

when it was time to leave... Lanya didn want to leave... *i dont knw why tho,guess she was sleepin so comfortably,lolx*

(damn this 'T' button~!its so hard to press!!!)

when they left we did this thing call 'tang yuan'...

its a chinese thing,it means dat ur 1 year older i think.. or something like that...

i love it~ its fuckin delicious~

its made of flour shape as little balls put in sugar water with ginger n pandan leaf..

while we were doin it.. my elder bro made a snowman with d flour=.=

bt it keep fallin apart cuz it was abit too wet..

here's a few pics of it.. XD

u can see its kinda wet..

but when i woke up this morning... it was gone..

i wonder who ate it... XD

n now im editing some picxz..

im soo fuckin bored~!!!

anyone nid 2 edit pics???

tata

I LOVE U EVERBODY~!!!!

*nah,that was a lie,but i do love some people...* XD

Smses

2008-12-18T21:37:00.000-08:00

I wonder why ppl will sms 'ARE U AWAKE?'
thats such a stupid question to sms..=.=
if i replied duh~ dat means im awake...
or
In d night,they'll ask 'ARE U ASLEEP YET? / ARE U STIL AWAKE?'
and if i dont reply... they will sms me d same msg agian or they will miss call my number...=.=
hw stupid n a waste of money...
if i dont reply.. obviously im asleep...

Sometimes if they call in d morning or night...
when i pick up, 1stly they'll ask wad are you doin?
den i'll reply was sleeping=.=
and guess wad they'll say...
'DID I WOKE U UP?'
hey~! obviously larh u woke me up~!

i juz dont know why ppl will ask stupid questions like this..
cant u juz type wadeva u wanna say to me in d sms or juz tell me wad u want when u call??
if u juz wanna chat u should ask are u free??? not those stupid questions u know.. =.="

Anyway...
i drank VODKA ytd night with my parents..
wow.. i guess i drank too much....
i was seriously drunk,i cant move properly,
its like someone else is controlling my actions.. lolx...
i was as red as a tomato... XD
well.. not that red..=.="
den i went to sleep around 11 something..
but i woke up at 2.30am and slept bak at 6 something...*dammit*
till 12 i woke up.. well cuz it got hot...
den now im bloggin.. lolx

kay.. i guess thats it for now...
buh-byez

LALAALLALAA

2008-12-17T02:06:00.000-08:00

PHUAHAHAHAHA~!!!!!!!!!
IM HYPER TODAY!!!!!!!
and i dont know why..
i guess its cuz of d cofee candy(s) i ate today.... teehee~
LOVE'EM!!! its soo freaking nice~! whee~!

hmm.. let's see....
ytd was d 1st time i slept so late...
or should i say it was this morning... n slept sooo early
slept at 4.30am.. tried to not sleep for a day.... but i guess i cant control myself from d soft pillow n d huge comfortable bed.. wakaakkaa....

*writing some random/stupid stuff..u can ignore this paragraph*
erhh... i dunno wad to write d....=.="
but i stil wanna write~!!!!
craving to blog now~!!! wakkakaa....
lalalallala.a......
i wan candy~!!!! im having a sugar rush~!!!!!
lolx... XD

I took some pics last.. ehh.. wait... should b dis morning.. ish~
keep fogetting... *bang on d head*
ermm... i'll upload it as soon as i resize it... hate it=.=

owh owh~! I WATCHED TWILIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ytd.... lolx...
it ... was..... AWESOME~!!!
it was soo romantic n cool.... i love when edward carries bella n running around real quickly or climbing up the trees....
i wish i could do tat... T.T
I think im gonna dl BOLT from torrent later.. hmmm....

im listening to jrocks songs now.. *as usual,who doesn know i LOVE those songs?? pffsstt*
Gazette , Miyavi , An Cafe... gosh... love them so so muchie~!

hey i juz noticed.....
im making alot of paragraphs=.=

Aite.... gotta stop...
tata~!

My Fvcked Up Dayz

2008-12-15T06:29:00.000-08:00

Yo ~!
been feeling very moody these days....
dont knw why..
mayb cuz too much troubles??? aihsz..

ermm.. lets see...
i went to the battleground thing last friday at 1 u.. and with some other dance friends of cuz..
cuz gotta support my dance teacher..
gotta stand d whole time.. and its like 4 o 5 hours long.. =.="
then there was thing quite old lady standin next to me with her grandkids...
she was having a trolley....
but thats all ok...
when the show starts... MAN! THEY ARE SOME FKING NOISY PPL!!!!
dont they knw how 2 think of others?! damn!
d kids dont knw how 2 shut the hell up.. and d lady is scolding them to shut up...
and made more noise=.=" and thats not juz it...
summore they keep move here move there..
i was like 'WTH ARE THEY DOIN?? THIER BUTT SO ITCHY KA???'
but then i deal with them... after quite some time.. they left *WOOHOO~!!!*
IM SOOO HAPPIEEE!!!! haha
hmm... d 1st performance of my teacher n his gang didn ge good comments from d judges..
i forgot wad they said but 1 of'em said that they look like stars!^^
here's the first dance...

then d 2nd performance was juz awesome!!!!!
and he tought us d dance too! hehe... but only d front part for now.. XD
here's d 2nd performance..

and took some pics too....

this is advertisement time!!! lolx.. my teach is d bak one.. foolin around be4 it starts

ermm his iz project element or something... forgot... lolx
thier 2nd performance... i tot its a really nice arrangement of chairs.. hahaha!!!

and d end.. my teacher's team 'ECX' won d highest points....^^ so dey did hav 2 go for battle...
d last 2 teams were project element and ermm... wads d other teams name again...
arghh.. dunno la..

ermm.. there are more video's that i took... kinda lazy to upload..
so too bad... u guys hav to watch it on tv.. XD

Moving on....
after the show.. we went to 'wong kwok' to hav our dinner...
i drank this drink which was blue in colour..
it was called d 'blue ocean'.. when i saw it i tot 'it sounds cool,maybe its a special drink with some liquor or something with ice-cream on top...hmmm..'
so i ordered... then when it came...
i drink it.. and WTF?! its only sprite with blue colouring... and lotsa colouring too!!!
man! i was so disappointed.. lolx

after that i went home...
den my mom came bak.. and she asked..' u want sushi?'
i was like hell yeah!!!! but of course i didn say tat infront of my mom=.="
i was craving for sushi tat day cuz my frenz were eating it in d afternoon...
hahas!!! i was so so happie i gotta eat SUSHI!!!!

and then d next day...
me,my mom,my aunt n my eldest (and most stupidest) bro went to 1 u... *again*=.=
to buy our new year clothes...
then be4 we were going bak... my aunt brought us to eat... *deng deng den* SUSHI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! whee~!!!
sushi again!!! man! im addicted to SUSHI! cant stop eating once i have a bite!
its sooo addictive! and now talking abt sushi makes me wanna eat sushi again! ==
how i wish i were in JAPAN then i can eat sushi everyday...

hmm... lets write abt today now...
i watch some vids on youtube...
it was his guy named chonny... he's vids are juz crazy n funny!!!!!
ppl should upload more stuff like tat rather than random bull-shits like picture slides of some stupid scene girl or boys,or some pics of 'the cutest asian girl/boy'... those are juz stupid..
who doesn knw asian ppl are cute n pretty or handsome.. wahahahaha!!!! jk
this is one of his vids that are hillarious!!!

why ppl dont und asians

hmm... lets see... i've been seriously moody these days!
keep wanting to scold ppl! and i have d tot of running away again.. sigh*
my life juz hav too much stress and pressure...
family probs,friends probs and some other probs i gues??
Family are torturing me!!!! my siblings... juz haiz.. how do u say.. like to tease me n stuff???
friends? geez.. they are getting more annoying and annoying these days!!!
other probs? i dont knw...
well conclusion... d ppl around me juz dont knw how 2 think abt me..
they think abt themselves..
say wadeva they like...
they wont knw if they've hurt me..
well... cuz i always smile... and take it as a joke..
but it really hurts inside.... everyime i feel crying when they do...
even when i thinnk about it afterwards..
and even now.. i almost cried writing this==
No one can cheer me up... usualy i can.. real easily... but this time.. i dont knw why i juz cant...
aihsz... k larh.. till here... i dont wan say anymore.. it juz makes me sad...

buh-byez... take care all... goodbye world! XD exagerated d bak part... lolx

Dec 11... aihhzz

2008-12-11T01:04:00.000-08:00

Konbanwa!
Long time no post again..
Well.. thats cuz the hols are BORING!!!
nothing interesting to write.. haizz..........

I juz cut my hair ytd....
its well.. not d exact type i wanted...
n i look even more uglier than last time now..
look like tomboy nia=.="
here's a pic
ugly??? swt

anyway.... its super hard 2 style it rite.. lolx...

anyway... finally downloaded d songs i want..
miyavi's songs of course!
now i have myspace too....
3 places nid to update everytime.. aiks..
kinda lazy to touch myspace...
i cr8ted iz bcuz i heard 'myv' hav myspace too..
and guess wad.. he really does!!! muahahahha!!!!!
but no ppl add miee there.. aiksz.. T.T

Tml going 1u to c our dance teachers comp.. the battleground 08....
support him lur!! gambateh~!
lolx.... wow.. d way ppl react to my new hair.. hahah..
amazing... XD

k la till here.. got summore stuff to do..
post again nxt time...
Sayonara!

its d afternoon~!

2008-11-26T21:27:00.000-08:00

This is only what happened in the morning of today..
lolx...
cuz im kinda bored..
well firstly..
i woke up n saw no ones using d com.. so.. *woosh* straight to the com!!!!!!
hahaah...
then i chatted with my kai kor..."piggy" hehe....
den came JunKai... sei hamsap lou =.=" haha.. jkjk
chatted alot crazy stuff with him..
and then... another Kai kor 'cute ying'
he jzu bcame my kai kor ytd nerhz.... and he's seriously cute^^ and funny^^
then i asked him to view his webbie! and he did.. keke...
he did lots of cute poses.. as always.. haha.... he sits like a kid =.=" which is soo adorable!
gosh~! juz love to see him smile^^

then he's com limit jor... so offed d d webbie T.T *sobs sobs*
then we're sms-ing now...
and now msn-ing with d other kai kor.. hahaha..
so confusing... too many kai kor d... XD

hmm.. long time didn chat with Kuro d wor...
wonder how he is....
ANYWAY~! HuiYi's bday coming up...
and she asked me to call ppl to have lunch on tat day... aiksz... why me?! T.T
and we will be going out nxt fri... hehe
i have dis VK friend tat will b having a gathering for vk n loli's this friday...
wish i could go.. but i no money d.. T.T

OH YA~! Took lots of pic with hui yi ytd... she came to my house and played with my clothings=.="
wanna c? go my fs see lur XD

k la till here..
tata!

25/11/08

2008-11-24T23:19:00.000-08:00

Long time no post again..
hahaxx

well first of all............................."im sick" =.=
hahaha.... so wu liao XD
sinced last 2 days i caught a flu.. i dunno how i caught it..
by hand or mayb i caught it using a net.. hmm... *dreaming* lolz
im sick and yet i still showered in rain today XD
all bcuz of d damn clothes.. =.="

anyway... had been watching bleach in d hols...
2days d 5th day im watching i think... and its oni at episode 101 =.=
so boring la holiday...
friends all dunno do wad at home..
maybe they're laying eggs .. hmm... *dreaming again*

Yesterday..
my old habbits bak again....
its d time when i think of dying...
i usualy hav it when ppl juz accuse me for something, and dey dont even knw wads really happening
well, ytd's was... D OLD MAN in d house...
he keep nagging me to do tis and tat... i was tired.. cuz im sick..
he didn even noticed it...
so,there were a few things dat i didn do... its not like d whole world will collaps if i didn do it=.=
I wanted to rest awhile be4 i do...
then he juz switched off d tv and scolded me...
he always says dat im no-use,im a gal i should do ALL d things in d house... im so stupid,im a real idiot.... blah blah blah...
so i cried.. thinking in my heart,"he doesn even care abt me.. he didn even noticed im sick.." so i juz went and do...
and i ran up to my room and cont crying.. lolx... 'i knw.. im a cry baby...lolx.. bt wad to do.. i was born with a fragile heart, even a simple ur no use or ur stupid can make me cry d whole day...'
THEN! D OLD LADY came bak...
i didn wash d mop n throw away d water...
so she shout n shout.. *man! she's really like a tiger! n she always say im noisy in d night n i talk too loud.. "what about urself !!!"*
i tried to ignore her..(lolx.. cuz im still thinking of wad d old man said) den she came up to my room to ask me to clean it up...*gosh! she's loud!*
and she HAD TO SAY ' u arr so no use wan.. dunno how to clean up.. feed u for wad? '
!@#!@%^ DANGER DANGER~!#@!*^@$!
I was so damn pissed so i talked bak..
i juz said 'juz kill me la then! im not here anymore u all will be happier rite? (and she said yes=.= in a very soft way tho...).. dun feed me la... no one ask u to feed oso.. juz let me die la...' at tat point i was almost gonna burst out with colour full words...but as usual.. i controled it...

Den i did everything n i went to sit at d hall with *THEM* n my lil bro....
i used my lil bro's blanket to cover cuz i was really cold.. summore they on aircond=.="
den he shouted 'dun use my blanket la! u sick one!!!!" lolx
den those 2 old ppl looked at me... after that they talked to me as if all d things dey said juz now didn happened....
but.. i juz ignored them as if they were invisible.. XD

then i ate lots and lots of CHOCOLATE!!!!!!! juz love it.. =p
den went to bed...

k la.. till here... tata!

16/11/08 << dunno wad tittle to write.. XD

2008-11-15T20:53:00.000-08:00

LONG TIME NO POST!! AGAIN!!!! lolx

Well,juz 2 days ago... 'FRIDAY' i joined d hip hop class near my place..
It was quite hard... cant really keep up tho~ aiksz...
Our teacher's a guy.. at first i tot he's 1 of d students.. cuz.. he sat with them at d mamak shop there...
Lolx.. d teacher.. not bad lahh... nt ugly can jor.. hahahah jkjk
he's... how u say... A PRO! Walao~ so hard man d moves.. lolx
Den,this girl named Cia Shien, she's oso a pro nerhhxx...
so pai seh have to dance with them.. lolx..
Me N David is d newbie there... but David did better than me.. T.T

Stupid FS!!!!! got problem d.. dunno wad stupid maintanance they do la..
Do untill my friend list from 1000++++++++ friends to just 11 friends.. wth=.="
hmm... yesterday... went online with my digi num...
at first i used for few min.. den i check d balance... still left alot.. so i tot it didn take much money..
after im done using.. i check my balance.. WALAO!!!! from rm13++ to rm9++ =.="
then.. slowly it dropped to rm4~!!!! i was like "WTF IS HAPPENING??!!!"
den.... came a msg... "Kredit masa bual anda kurang daripada RM2.Sila isi semula di agen DiGi. Terima Kasih. and in english" -.-"
i got shocked.. den i checked my balance again...
SIAO EHH~!!!!! WENT TO RM0.00!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i wanted to throw d fon tat time.. i duno why=.="
rm13.67 finished in juz less than 10 minute...
Anyway... im now thinking of how to return d money to my kor... haizz....
have to top up rm30 d lurr.. T.T
haiz...

D day be4~!
went to 'ming heong' to eat.... my bro... took out a mickey mouse phone..
those limited edition type...
showing it around and saying its his new phone..=.="
then when i took it..
cheh~!! its FAKE! Its juz a toy.. lolx

Hmmm... what else to write? @@"""
ermm well went to 'ming heong' to eat again today...
swt... ate d porridge until stomach gonna burst d.. lolx
3 more days to my 2nd bro's bday..
wonder how it'll b..
he's not home nowadays... see him vl less d...
cuz he's working... up down and all around he's going... lolx
k lahh... nothing to blog d.. lolz..
going to fetch my mom ltr...
XDO NOW! XD

tata~!

7/11/08 < < HAHAHA 7 ELEVEN!! =P

2008-11-07T22:58:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a FRIDAY~!
Me n HuiYi ponteng sek to go to TIMES SQUARE~!
in d morning... we went to cc first... play play halfway....
WEI BIN,SHAWN,HAN SHEN,HAN YUAN AND many many more monkeys came in...
so i quickly off my xdo be4 they mess up my percentage again... haizz
den wei bin keep annoying me to let him use my cc member id... zzz=.="
he keep bising so i juz off and gave it to him....
after awhile... they said mr.francis coming.... every smk bsd1 students run for thier lives! lolx
but soon they found out it was a false alarm! haha..
mr.francis juz came down d hill to restaurant tanjung to have his breakfast.. haha XD

Den... its time to go TS! HuiYi keep asking Wei Bin to follow... and Wei Bin keep calling Kah Chun.. =.=" mafan~!
in d end.... Wei Bin followed us.. but he wants us to belanja him.. haizzz... have 2 spent on another person.. T.T
We sat d taxi to kepong station then took d train to KL SENTRAL then took the MONORAIL to IMBI... =.=" long jurney.. but fun^^
I bought this new LOLITA outfit in CHIKAKO....
cost me rm218.. i dunno whether its wa loli or punk loli... i think its a mixture of both.. lolz...
here's a pic of it... but its edited XD

NICE MA?!
took me a few hours in d shop.. hehe... cuz d sales gal gave me alot of choices... lolx...
tried until siao=.=
but then it was worth it.. lolx.... made frenz with the sales gal too... hehe..
it happens that she knows d VR ppl very well..
so that time we chat alot about VR's lolx...
Then that HUI YI arh... told her i LOVE THAT VR_ ! ish... dulan her! simply say stuff!!
if she tells him im sosososooooo dead! =.="
d sales gal showed me a pic.. and asked me which VR is tat... so i ans quickly cuz its soo easy.. hahaha
it was VR11.. so me n hui yi said that he's d sales gal's bf... bt she keeps refusing=.="
but... we know.. XD
she ajak us to go find her at sg.wang 3rd floor i think... when we hav time...
and she was goin to watch movie with VR ppl later,so she ask me whether wan follow or not...
zzz.... and of course i said no.. but i rly wanted to.. lolx....

Den we went out of d shop...
Wei Bin was soooooo bored... lolz... so he said that he wanted to eat... and we went to sg.wang to eat... ate mc D...
this is a pic of hui yi... soo greedy! took wei bin's filet and her nugget =.="

Then we went shopping around every floor...
dat 'siao poh' keep grabbing wei bin's hand and my hand... =.="
so damn malu weii~!!! all d shop d ppl keep laughing at us... zzzz
we played a game too~ c who gets d most fliers frm ppl lose! hahah
as always... Hui Yi 3 o 4 times.. Wei Bin 2 times... me.... 1 time!!! hahahahaaaaaa
I WON!!! XD hui yi got stopped by maxis broadband ppl 2 times.. hahaha.. stupiakk de go and answer them for what=.=
1 time at d KL SENTRAL, another at sg.wang... d same thing.. she still wanna hear.. hahahah
me and wei bin run away first.. XD

After we got tired of sg.wang... we went bak TS again!
den HuiYi did a vlvl terrible thing... =.="
she called Jerry to come fetch us.. and bla bla bla... long story...
Wei Bin dun like other ppl to fetch for no gud reason..zzz
so he got angry... he keep running up and down TS zzz...
and we have to catch him...
HuiYi used d last of my money to buy a presant for Jerry...
and i still left rm10.... juz enuff for me to go home... haizz.....
too bad im a gal~ and i dun dare to go home alone... >.<
Then my whole body hurts.. so i dun wan chase after him d...
so me n hui yi sat down.. dun bother d la... when Jerry come oni call him..=.="
while waiting.. me n hui yi toked very little.. we keep staring at ppls legs,shoes and well.. thier.. ehermm.... ass? lolx.... so we said sum funny stuff about it.. =p how evil of us... haha
and i oso smsed kuro to tell him everything.... aiksz
cuz its so boring!

Den Jerry came... he asked HuiYi to go LG and find him.. lalalalala
den we waited at G and so he came.. XD
he brought a friend with him too.. cuz he didn bring his car...
In d car... Jerry was quite angry Hui Yi.. dunno why la...
den she cried... and i hav no idea wad to do... den i juz told jerry.. aiksz...
i wanted to cry d too leh.. see what he did to hui yi.. he juz ignored her.. walao..
if it was me i would hav cried alot d.. =.="

it was alr 6 somethin.. jerry n his friend went to eat...
i was like WTF?! so late d!
and i was soo sked dat my dad would scold...
but when i reached home.. he didn! i was saved! ^^

den went cycling awhile...
den bak home rest,bath and play with my loli clothes.. lolz...
didn ate.. cuz.. no mood to eat.. after what happened in d car~=.="
DUN WANNA SAY OSO...zz

k la.. guess i'll write until here...
post again real soon!! MUACKSZ!
LOVE ME N ME ONI! HAHA

ERMM.. forgot which day...XD

2008-11-07T22:44:00.000-08:00

This post.. is juz ful of pics.. dunno what to write.. haha

d food we ate dat day... its our last time eating canteens food for this year.. hehe

sa po hui yi n her ice-cream.. she keep asking me to take her pic with THAT ICE-CREAM!!!!! How wu liao~ =.="

ZHI QI'S silly face................. XD
Hui Yi N Zhi Qi's silly hair-do.. hahaha
HuiYi N JiaYi.. EWW~!!!!!!! LESSBIANSZ!!!! JKJK
LESS COUPLES FIGHTING FOR 1 ICE-CREAM~! =.="
COUPLES POSING WITH D ICE-CREAM

EXAMS OVER!

2008-11-07T20:42:00.000-08:00

EXAMS FINALLY OVER WOOHOO~!!!!!^^
dis was 2 days ago.. haha
After exam, me, jia yi, hui yi and pei jing went to pizza to eat.. hehe..
Pei Jings bf went oso..
Jing Jing damn quite oh den.. she's sooo shy.. hahaha!!!!!
here are some foto's of dat day.. but it was after pei jing left with the bf... >.<
this is hui yi lorh.. poser la her...she loves d pizza XD

JIA YI N ME~! arent we sweet?! >.< sharing d same drink.. XD

me,jia yi n huiyi's drink.... guess which is which? =p

Jia Yi... " I'm gonna kill you! yahh~!!!!" hahaha

M3~! posin with d pepsi~ hahaha.... im such a poser XD

anyways.. thats it for that dayz...
byezzz

SHIT~!

2008-11-04T00:06:00.000-08:00

Ytd nite.. OMG!!!!!!!
Have 2 study 4 d Stupid SEJARAH!
i open d 1st page oni wan sleep d=.=
swt la... den smsed with kuro,eason n gairo~sms halfway tertidur =.=
den when i woke up,it was time to go 4 dinner! hehe..
went to AL-SAFA to eat.. GOSH! I LOVE THEIR TOM YAM! DELICIOUS! XD
when fnshed.. went home to study summore.. but mana tau..
sms too many d.. until kenot study at all =.= while studying.. Jazz suddenly called me... telling me how hard is it to study, blah blah blah... and she's still talking on d fon wit me =.=
allahh~ vl long story la.. haiz... slept at 12 something =.=

D NXT MORNING!
haizz.. moral paper 1st...
DIU~! b4 d exam i steped on some cat shit in class...
Fucking cat dunno d rite place to poop!=.=
i think its d jaga's cat... stupid fella! keep ur cat where it belongs! and teach it where to poop u ASS!
so damn embarassing leh.. =.="
den go toilet wash.. but still not clean,so hav to go down to d grass there to clean it...
den when i went bak to class...
WALAO EHH~~~ smelly until duno like what...
whole clas smells of shit no matter where u go XD
u can c tears in some students eye's and face red jor~ wakakak!! i lauf until dunno like 1 mad gal oni.. hahaha!!!
den came d moral paper...
i sat infront right next 2 d door.. which was vl HOT! =.=

LALALAL~ DEN CAM D SEJARAH PAPER!! DEN DEN DEN~!!! HAHAHA
ALL D HORROR ON TAT PAPER!!!!!!!!! >.<
CRAZY de! 60 questions... and guess what.. i oni knw d correct ans for 2 questions only... 2 QUESTIONS ONLY LEH!!!!!!!!!! =.="
im so damn sked now... haizz
Den seni... stupid seni ah... sien dou~ simply tembak d answers oni la.. dun care d... vl no mood wan do objective's..
den have 2 draw dunno what shit thing la.. draw d not enuff time to colour.. haizz
but finished oso la in d end... hahahx...

After that, while i was walking bak home with a gal,Clifford n Jay keep calling me to wait 4 dem, bt d gal hates dem.. so... she draged me.. but i kinda hate d gal too, and so does clifford n jay.. hahaha!!! den i waited 4 dem lur.. and she went away.. XD Im soo mean=.="
Clifford asked Jay to walk down with us.. but he doesnt want to,so.. he juz draged him down=.=" and i push him.. hahaha XD
kesian him..have to walk bak up to go to his house.. hahaha!!!!
STUPID JAY! go spray water on me! =.=" summore not clean water.. is his water bottle's water!!!! got all his saliva!!!!!! EWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and STUPID CLIFFORD go grab my bag n wont let me go.. T.T
but in d end... i got free^^ den went home safe d.. hehe^^

after awhile... my brother came bak... den suddenly some1 said hello... like gal oni=.=" den when i looked.. it was my bro's fren.. Kent... hmph! tat fella arhh... always say i like Justin... diu~! den my bro told him now new d... Edward.. WTF?! I DUN LIKE ANY OF THEM!!! SHIT LA!!!!! DEN Kent said im a PlayBoy=.=" *isn tat suppose 2 b 4 boys? lolx* 1st Justin den Edward next woud be Richard and 1 more dunno wad name la.. swt.. den my bro n HIM keep saying RICHARD in a vl ah beng slang=.=" FUNNY!!!! HAHA... but they said im a ah lian... T.T im soo not!!!!!!!!!!

den chat with pei jing's fren-Angela and eason and jia yi.. haha..
and oso writing blog lurr....

kay lah.. thats all 4 today..
buh-bye~! sayonara~! adios amigo's~!
yeahh!!! no more tuition!!!!!!!!! wakakak....

2.11.2008

2008-11-02T02:06:00.000-08:00

HAIIYOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ANOTHER BORING DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woke up at 8 today =.="
den went to toilet to shit.. haha
wake up oni stomach ache d... haizz=.="
After that, i went to watch MAMAMIA! d musical show..
it wasn that boring after all... it was actually rly nice 2 watch.. XD
Hmm... what did i do after that...
OH YA! BREAKFAST AT 10! lolx.. ate some 'bao' n mee....
den.. ermm...
on9 lorhh.. what else... haizz..
Msn 1st den Friendster.. as usual~
i think its my daily routine d=.="
Then chat chat chat...
while chatting i went to search for wa lolita outfits..
Juz love it~ feels so cool... wanna buy it~ but.. no money haizz...
there's always hav to be a BUT =.="

Got quite a shock ytd.. Eason suddenly talked to me.. >.<
told me i now so cool d... *vomit* which im not....
den chat somemore...
And today he chat with me AGAIN! =.="
wwwwwwwwwiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrddddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hmmm... who did i smsed with today...
There was My Bf,Den Kuro,Den Hui Yi, den.. oh ya! Jerry..
but it was oni 4 a short while....
sien sien sien...T.T

now hav 2 study 4 maths n kh..
bt no mood study leh! no one sms-ing with me!!!!
maths i hav no idea wad to read.. haizz.. and i have no idea how 2 do..=.="
My stupid KH book went missing...
WHY ALL MY BOOKS MISSING WHEN ITS EXAM TIME?!
IZIT A CURSE?!
ARGGG!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN PISSED WEI!!!!

OH SHIT! havent buy calculator 4 tml...
diu~! so many things havent do... =.="
K LA! dun blog d.. go TRY to study..

buh-bye, blog again soon!
muaxx miz ya all!!

Haizz!! Boring day~!

2008-11-01T03:36:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!!!!!
THE BOREDEST DAY EVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOSH!Today.. a SATURDAY! BORING!
woke up at 11 sumthing 2day...
den i straight went to d comp... XD
as always, open msn first.. then friendster..
accepted some friend request and replied comments...
after that.. i went youtube-ing for GAZE's song LEECH..
its not as nice as i expected.. but.. still quite like it^^
after that.. i saw VR7 de video.. OMG... altho i dont knw him.. his vids was quite funny.. and it was perverty too =.=" but i watch his shuffling be4 tat... lolx

This d funny one..^^

After tat.. i watch TVXQ's MIROTIC vid..
woah~ HOT~! LOVE IT AS USUAL!
but thier hairstye was awkward.. didn like it...

MIROTIC~! JJ IS HOT IN THIS MV.. BUT I STILL LOVE MY BELOVED XIAH JUNSU!!!^^
HE STILL HAVE A VOICE OF AN ANGEL^^

then.. i watch other vids of TVXQ
they are juz so freaking funny!! i lauf til my stomach hurt....
Den went to dl some songs of TVXQ n The Gazette
After that... it got kinda boring again...
so i went to play xdo..
lucky my id still not fat^^

Didn sms with Kuro today...
no mood wanna touch d fon...
hmm.. wierd... i feel like sleeping the whole day=.="
and now, uim listening to TVXQ's songs.. miz thier voices...
and its putting me to sleep=.="
Oh~ n im chatting with Cut3Ying now..
Wuz chatting with JIA YI OSO... but she go oioi d..
pig la her... XD

PS: ate subways food today... told my mom i wanted McD... but what a supprise! she bought SUBWAY'S food bak!!!! so shocked!!!!!

k la.. till here 4 now!
blog again soon...

TATA!

Presants!

2008-10-31T06:01:00.000-07:00

Forgot to write in d last post XD

Pei Jing gave me 2 piggies 4 my bday..
it was so freaking cute! Kawaii nerhx! ^^
1 big white fat one.. and 1 black small one... small 1 is to put HP
hehe...

JIA YI JIA YI JIA YI!!!
Nah.. write u d.. haha!
anyways.. jia yi my dear.... tat day tipu me not going tuition!
hmph! hate u 4 dat! haha.. jkjk...
oh and on tuesday night.. d last night with miss yee... we took foto together..
d 3 of us... and JIA YI drop my necklace! =.=" tml oni find dao~ swt

exam time... pei jing and so many many mroe ppl keep asking me for answers...
walao ehh~ macam I am GOD=.=

oh! 1 more... d 1st day of exam.. chinese paper oni..
while i was duin half way.. my bro came to find me 4 house keys=.=
he forgot to bring his.. how stupiakk.. hahaha
Zhi Qi saw him and cant stop talking about him.. =.="
and on dat day morning... we were juz talking abt him..
and he appeard in d noon! hahaha!!!!

and dunno when was it la... 1st time i wear baju kurung.. hehehe

so sienz nerhx... monday got maths and KH paper...
hope i can do d maths la.. so sked T.T

nitez nitez!

EXAM!!!!

2008-10-31T01:49:00.000-07:00

YO MY PEEPS! lolz... *lame* =.=

Long Long time no blog again!
aiksz... missed out on somefun stuff..
cuz i was too lazy to post... hehe.. XD Sowee~!

Okayz...
things that are goin on recently...
Fking exam's here=.= (Fking means freaking btw)
im aiming 4 high marks to get in gud class 4 next year! but its juz so hard to read a book... once i touch.. i feel like going to sleep.. EVERYTIME!!!!! =.="
du lan dao~ always kenot concentrate.... lolz
so now.. i found a new way... study while sms! Wierd huh... i can oni study when im chatting.. cuz i will b hyper when i chat... lolz... so i hav d energy to read too!!! ^^

I've been chatting alot with Kuro these days.. he's a really funny guy..
he keeps me entertained and not bored.. ^^

if u're wondering who he is.. here's 1 of his pic

he's a VK'er BTW... cool rite?! lolz...
He helped me tot of a new name today^^ japanese name... Chimiko Rei.. Chimiko which means child of the mountain demon, and Rei which means ghost.... so its child of the mountain demons ghost... hahaha!! wierd!!!
i guess its not bad.. THX KURO! XD

2 days ago... i had subscribe to this thing call 'super sms' for digi only...
woah~ so damn fun.. u oni have to pay rm0.50 a day and all msg will b free!!! so i smsed like crazy sinced then.. lolx...
I've smsed with Kuro,Cut3Ying,Gairo and HuiYi.. sms until like a mad gal...
sms non stop.. well.. cuz i cant.. msg juz keeps comming in.. haha!
LOVE IT! =p
but Kuro was d longest n most fun person i chatted wit XD
cut3ying... he keeps sayin he's sad... >.< i oso dunno wad to do with him -.- lolx... feel sad 4 him too...
Gairo.. OH GAIRO! crazy mad fella.. keep sending those wierd and lame but funny msges... saying he can read ppls mind... oh psstt! like u can.. XD
HuiYi... =.=" siao ehh... Only chatted awhile then no reply d.. wth la... zzz... told me her guitar teacher was an indian and dunno how 2 communicate with him.. ( Cuz her english n malay is bad! XD)

On d 2nd day of exam... science!!!! I smsed Kuro 4 some ans.. lolz... altho he dont know some of it... stil it helped! haha... Thx again=.=
damn hard weii!!! and i got some wrong d! shitt!! damn du lan~!
i studied so hard 4 science! and it turned out like dat!
Then d nxt day,paper 1 !
damn stupid weii!!!! d questions all i dunno wad d hell is it asking for! haizz...
juz hope i can pass it la... haizz...

HuiYi came 2 my house 2 day... to well... use d comp.. wad else... =.="
but ended up i used it more den her...
we were web camming with some ppl... it was really fun n funny... lolz
she keep getting confused of which is which.. hahaha!!!!
after she left.. it was quite boring....
oh ! and she cooked nuggets 4 me today! hahaha.... she bullied kuro through d cam=.=
took all d nuggets to eat...
N my kor Joel wanted... bt he want me cook de=.="

den.. chatted with Perry after she left... lolz... den blog blog blog!!!!
whee~! den came CuteYing.. hehe.. chat chat again... lolz
dunno y kuro's internet keep crashing =.="
WTF?! nose bleed!!!! suddenly get!!! arg!!!!! =.="
im nw with a tissue in my nose.. its quite discusting =.="

Haizz... k la... stupid bro wanna use.... gtg...
i'll write next time! cya all real soon!!

byez n lovez ya!!!!
muacksz!

21/10/08

2008-10-22T01:59:00.000-07:00

This was Yesterday.. XD

I brought Hui Yi's N Pei Jing's presant to skul 2 day....
HuiYi's was a BEAR N Pei Jing's was a... dunno wad la...

HuiYi n her BEAR.. she named it JERRY=.=

This is pei jing's presant... she named it.... duno what.. haha!!!!

dey did really funny video's today... and took some really funny pics....
here are d video's

N these are SOME of the photo's only

zhi qi and hui yi... dey made thsoe toys kiss=.=

JiaYi dear N me... with pei jings gift

OMG! THEY KISSED EE QUAN!! HAHA

The video crew.. LOLX!

kay la.. i think till here.. tats enuff!!!
Bye Bye.. wanna chat with【KURōKAMI_†SUKI】hehe

Forget~!

2008-10-22T01:31:00.000-07:00

Whoops~!
Forgot to post for d last few days...
no mood to write blog last few days.. XD

well.. went out with Jerry tat day...
it was fun i guess.. lolx!^^
bought a really expensive punk outfit at anotomi in Sunway..
It was RM 118 =.= but i guess it was worth it^^
hehe... these are pics of it and tat day... ~*dat vl special day*~.. LOLX!

Peace^^

Jerry~Ryuzaki < like this name of his... Ryuzaki~! hahaha

We took some 'DA TOU TIE' dat day too... ^^

This is d outfit that i bought...
bought there and wore it there... hehe
Actually still got alot mor pics de..
but vlvl lazy upload... hehe... wanna c ask me from msn bah.. or c my fs^^

BooHoo~! T.T

2008-10-22T01:05:00.000-07:00

Today was quite a tiring day...
Cuz i slept at 2 am ytd... juz 2 rush for the science homework... haizz...
when reach skul still have to do somemore..
While i was doing the science notes,suddenly kai siang *a fren* told me that today have to pass up the science practical book first... my reaction was... 'WTF! U SERIOUS?! WHY DIDNT U TELL ME EARLIER?!' (in chinese)
I panic then...I was like gonna burst anytime...*sked sked sked* lolx
so i started doin d practical... but... doing halfway... i tought... why not ask teacher to extend it 4 me till tml?
Then i juz continued with my notes... *DAMN PISSED*
*First time i so hardworking... Jazz said its gonna rain 2day... haha!! Me doing homework? Its like d sky's gonna fall... LOLX!*
Then Jazz brought speghetti 2 skul 2day.. she asked me to keep it in my drawer cuz she sked of hungry wolfs will dig her drawer to eat it.. LOLX!

Then came recess time...
'RING!!!!!!!!' stupid bell ringing... =.=
had to go up 2 our classroom to get stuffs... cuz we were in d lab...
haizz.... *tired tired lazy lazy* lolx
Ate d canteens MEE REBUS *i think* 2day.... so little oso cost me RM1 =.=
wasnt full.. so went to buy d 'hot dog in a bread roll'

Few periods past recess we only went back up to class.... but there still were'nt any teacher...
Den it was maths! gotta go to 'BILIK MATEMATIK' =,= *DAMN LAZY LEH! SO FAR!!!!!*
Pn.Nurumi was tryin to show us sumthing with d err... 'LCD' arr i think.. lolx... but it cant work.. so.. too bad^^ so she called us 1 by one to see...
In tat period, me n Jazz went to d toilet... but we went bak to class first...
and we took some pics^^
Here they are~!

Then we went bak to class^^

when we got bak...
WE OPEN D SPEGHETTI! WHEE~!
IT WAS SOOO DELICIOUS!!!!!!!
JUZ LOVE JAZZ AUNTS COOKING! HAHAHA
hope i will eat it soon again.. XD

2Day finally passed up Pn.Rohani's homework...
well bcuz of her breakdown yesterday... @@
so freaky when she was mad....
like a devil!

After school~
when i was walking bak... Clifford,Jia Wei,Jay n Kai Siang...
They keep screaming OI! =.= they were actually calling me..
clifford gave me d name OI! so they followed.. but i juz ignore them... cuz THAT AINT MY NAME!!!!!
But it was really funny.. playing with them^^
When we were walking down d stairs... me n Jia Wei ran down.. but Clifford... HAHAHAAHA!!! Cliffords leg was injured.. so he walked like an old man... we teased him.. it was so funny d way he walked!
wish i had recorded it down!

when i reached home.. i straight came using d com... transfered some pics for Zhi Qi...
this gal har.. so mafan.. 1st ask me send through msn, den fs and today she gave me her pendrive and ask me to put it in there... haizz...
those pics and videos were taken ytd... im gonna tell in another post.. keke...
den im writing blog!!! but while i was writing.. Jean asked me to play Xdo with her.. so i played awhile...
den bak to bloggin!!!!

i guess i'll stop here 4 this post..

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My Lif3 Sux! It's FulL 0F R3Gr3Ts N C0nFus1Ng ThInGs....

Yo!!!!

2008-10-12T06:06:00.000-07:00

Yo!!!
long long time no post d..
we'll recently i've done sumthing really regretful!!
haizz.. cant change it d... so sad..
2 more days till my bday!!!^^
i wish i will have lots and lots of presents.. >.< hehe
going out tml wif my *lao gong* haha...
hope it will turn out well....

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No 0n3 WilL 3v4 uNd3rsTanD M3....
I can fake a smile 4 u anytime..
its easy to get to my heart.. if u knw d way...

cont.. nxt time!
buh-byez

T.T

2008-09-23T03:42:00.001-07:00

Walao~~~
VL SIEN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaa...

Yo all~!
Dang! Im now currently playing 12sky...
its quite a nice game.. juz that vl slow 2 lvl.. haizz...
CANT FIND D DAMN HACKING PROGRAM!!!!!

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Have u ever felt that u've been used?
Have u ever felt that u've been betrayed?
Have u ever felt that ppl like u bcuz u listen to everything they asked u to do? n not bcuz tat u are their friends?
Have u ever felt BORED of ur friends?
Have u ever hated d person u like/love or d person ur very close with?
Have u ever think of taking revenge on ur best friends?
Have u ever listen to sad songs that u HATE juz bcuz u dont want to hear wads d person next to u is trying o say?
Have u ever thought of killing d person thats talking to u right now juz to ignore wad he/she is saying N juz to make u laugh?
HAVE YOU EVER FELT OR DO THESE THINGS?!
I KNOW I HAD...
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lalala~

2008-09-20T02:42:00.000-07:00

Lolx...
Yo!!!!
long long long time no post jor~
hehehe...
now.. Ytd wuz d most awesome day eva!!!
pei jing spilled water on her desk and hui yi's while i was drawing tatoo 4 david.. XD
fake tatoo of course..
den they started wiping it...
after that we throw wet tissues at ppl.. damn fun~ hehe
juz too bad didn hit thier faces.. hahaha!!!!

After skul.. went to 'meng heong' to eat lunch..
wa.. so long no eat 'lo pan min' d... tasted rly gud~
Bt.... dunno y appatite not so gud at day.. couldn eat fnsh.. XD

den i went to get my haircut...
layered it soo short it look kinda wierd... but...
when i went home to style it.. it was soo awesome~!

Nice?
hope u guys will giv sum comments.. lolx...

kay.. till here~
buh-bye~

>.<

2008-09-15T02:37:00.000-07:00

Its been so long sinced d last time i touched mi blog..

well... exam result juz came out today.~ haizz..
such bad results... juz wish tat i could be in d top 3 at least for onced...
too bad i dn have a good atention spend..=.="
or not mayb i can listen to those boring teachers in clas..

hmm.... i've been changing my style.. and finally liked d punk style.. ^^
juz hope ppl dun cal me 'lala' or wad so ever... haizz...
still nid some money 2 buy clothes,make up and assories...
its damn expensive leh!!!
Hope sum1 wud buy 4 miee.... T.T

Recently in school i have been chating about wad to do for my bd..
and we finally came out on d 25th of oct we celebrate pei jing and my bday 2gether..
hehe... actually all we want is juz 2 watch high school musical 3=.="

Owh~~ i got a new blog..
but that is for me and my other fren..
we are sharing tat blog...
juz hope it wont bcum a mess or trash=.="

Till here~!
TTFN

Woohoo~!

2008-08-17T18:20:00.001-07:00

Exams over!!!!
yeah!!! hahaha

And d hols are here..
but oni 4 a week =.="
well at least we have a break from books..
got a new fon too!^^
but its a old model fon.. *k800*
lolx...

Even d hols i gotta do d geo kerja kursus.. haizz
sienz arh!!!! cant go out shopping with frenz T.T
well. .stopping here...
cya!

ISH!

2008-08-08T07:14:00.001-07:00

Hi again!
My maxis phone line had some probs 2day..
cant c smses.. haizz....
and digi expired... so i didn reply my bf msg.. and he was soo worried!
which i like!^^ hehe... means tat he cares! wakakak

Well.. in d afternoon i played with my hair..
Not sure it was a sucess or not..
But.. it was hard 2 do=.="
and im not a good stylist.. swt

Tmr(saturday) got skul!!!
haizz.. will be boring... but will try 2 enjoy it...

SCARED D SHYT OUTTA ME!! LOLX

2008-08-05T00:36:00.001-07:00

Hello!
Today was the scariest day of my life=.=
my phone almost got rampas... SCARED D SHYT OUTTA ME...
when d prefects said wanted 2 spot check.. i quickly put it in *some place*

And how unlucky...My 'best friend' was still visiting me... haizz
guess how discusting and uncomfartable tat was...
ISH! and a malay boy saw me putting..=.=

My class mate got caught... her phone was taken away by d prefect
i really pity her... cuz its d first time she brought phone 2 skul.. and got caught=.=
its bcuz of another gal who asked her 2 bring.. bt d other gal didn got caught.
and luckily i didn.. hahaha
Its really unfair to her lorh...

Still didn know who told d prefects tat she brought her phone..
damn hate those ppl!!!
Well.. thats wad happen 2day

Hmm....oh! its d first time i met hui yi's (fren)dad..
he was... ok i guess???
but he talks alot.. and doesn think b4 he speaks...
sometimes...
he keeps saying things about her tat was kinda mean...
bt it was true.. so... guess its ok to say??? =.="

HAIZZ GOT TUITION TODAY T.T

I guess i'll stop typing 4 now...
wanna do some other stuffs first.
will write again soon!!!

First Timer

2008-08-04T02:07:00.000-07:00

Hello Everyone!
First time blogger here!^^
well... to star off i dun really know what to write=.= hmm... lets c..
Came and signed up for blogging... tot it might be fun to write out my feelings for once..?
I don't really like 2 share tho... but it makes me feel much better!^^

Hmm.. its d Mondays again..
boring o' mondays.. haizz
tried 2 watch anime in peace after skul.. tot could relax... but some ppl juz don't know when not 2 disturb...
dang! Now d anime's geting boring... so stopped 2 cont writing XD

err... i guess i should stop here?
i'll update soon i guess...
dunno wad 2 write.. 1st time blogger la... forgive me if i didn write it tat well >.<